how other people perceive me

• "... I can see you have a web presence. I like your spirit very much."
• My maternal grandmother used a phrase to describe me but I did not understand it. She explained by comparing me to an apple's flesh—firm.
• A significant number of people have described me as quiet to my face, and probably even more in my absence.
• My sibling said I bring mirth to our family.
• Upon declining my application, some interviewers in the advertising industry described me as apathetic or hesitant.
• Bodega man guessed I was ten years my junior.
• "You are my black hole and my supernova."
• "... doesn't make a lot of facial expressions..." "resting ##### face" "why don't you smile more, like [person]?"
• Two people in two different times of my life admired the way I walk.

things I lost and miss

• size L forest green GrowNYC compost t-shirt
• hyperrealistic hallabong orange segment [edit: FOUND]
• sandy liang dress [edit: FOUND]