¸...¸`:· ¸.·´ ¸ `·.¸.·´) : © ):´; ¸ { `·.¸ `· ¸.·´\`·¸) `\\´´\¸.·´ .28/03 can i time my depressive episode correctly? is the current constant thought. im just hoping i can push it off till after im done with my final submissions for class, but it hasnt worked out for me in the past. theres this pool of greenish blue swampy water and im slowly sinking face up, i can see everything is greyish and bright beyond the surface but i make no effort to push forward, i cant wait till i reach the mossy bedrock with its weeds and plants to wrap themselves around me so i can finally rest. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GoIpVoaQeNY&ab_channel=AD93 gift for you - if you read this post, im sorry if it makes you sad, im sad but i hope it doesnt last?