✸ 11.3.25 8:35pm #ffff08 FLOWERS. ALL THE WAY DOWN. EVERYTHING. EVERYWHERE. _________________________________________ ✸ 11.2.25 4:35pm #949abf #515259 #eaedff #dbddf0 Sleeping better, if not enough sometimes. That's okay. Flowers fall out of me, trailing behind where I wander; normally I'd be a bit tired this time of year. The world is brighter, more vivid I think. We had a lush year with a lot of snow and so much rain, the trees are lasting longer and more colorful because of it but there's other things that are affecting my perception of the world around me. So I'm still blooming. - - - - - 5:33pm Small bliss, a tiny break before continuing drawing with my art chunks. I don't know if anyone looks at this other than @vipers. I like not knowing. This is my own little puply space. _________________________________________ ✸ 11.1.25 7:14pm #d78d46 #b7c1ba #50423f #eed374 Ochre slime and mint lichens exchanged pleasantries in the chilly rot. Low sun sliced it's beams over the pennywort, through the silt, into the beech, the oak, the shag hickory. I sank into the soil, thinking of heaven. The water was clear. The earth wants to rest, so do I. So can I. - - - - - 1:37am #2a3789 New music shatters a creative wall. Let's do it. _________________________________________ ✸ 10.31.25 1:49am #dcc864 #dc7564 #e2a742 #9e4949 There's a particular deliberate action that needs to be done to properly use the touchpad on a MacBook, such as highlighting something or 'right clicking'. The familiar gestures left to touchpad+buttons on previous (Windows) laptops I lived on imprinted a muscle memory that is hard to kick. There's a weird mindfulness that comes with it. Man alive! I am loved. - - - - - 10:39pm Wanting. Beastful pangs for sinking teeth into skin, into fat, into muscle, into bone, into marrow, into cells, into molecules, into atoms. Endless, heedless pressure in my jaw; there is cataclysmic potential energy stored in the fibers sewn into my skull. _________________________________________ ✸ 10.30.25 5:11am #151819 #bf6f24 #ff8cdc #8fa496 #694d7e #85d1e4 #bd5151 I ache. I bloom. I bloom again. And again and again and again and again. - - - - - 3:09pm it’ll be so good. _________________________________________ ✸ 10.29.25 1:41am #ad4141 #d8c405 A couple colors have been oozing in my mind perpetually. Hungry, tired, but loved ones are chatting and their voices fill my bedroom. I feel... My god, I feel. - - - - - 2:56am Some ✶✶ and curry to close off my social evening. - - - - - 3:33am I take up so much space :3 - - - - - 5:07am I KNOW HOW TO MAKE BAJA BLAST _________________________________________ ✸ 10.28.25 4:15am #9cbecb Got off work late- the sky today was my favorite blue, despite being so overcast. I don't think I'll ever mention work on here anymore. Are.na is a site for sore eyes, @vipers says something funny, it rained so much today. I'll write my lines now. I'm a good boy. - - - - - 2:10pm #50514e slept phenomenal, wanna stay home. Wanna talk to my darlings all day instead _________________________________________ ✸ 10.27.25 3:38am #f0ff56 The internet is friendly again. I just had to look under some rocks. I'm online and smiling.