AXEL
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2024-11-12:
Turns out, the cold is sleepinessâs best repellant.
With me being me, I slept at 1:30AM and managed to net a good four hours of sleep. That meant that of course Iâd be sleepy during my 2nd period, since thatâs how it always is after nutrition break for whatever reason. I fell asleep during the note taking, but not when we were watching that Bill Nye video. Why? Because I took off my jacket.
Inside the fabric of my black jacket, itâs warm. Like a motherâs embrace to a crying child at her bedroom door, sobbing about a nightmare as they cry into her chest. But leaving that comfort, leaving the safety of warmth the jacket provides, exposes you to the biting, unforgiving cold of the cooled classroom.
It wakes you up! The cold, the discomfort, it snaps you into focus for a while. Because itâs uncomfortable, not suitable for a quick snooze. It makes sense. I stayed awake the rest of the class after taking my jacket off.
2024-11-9:
I originally wanted this to be a log of how Reverie Bodega was going along. But since I canât finish stories often, whatâs the harm in turning this into a blog until I get to making my actual blog, on my site? Not a bad idea, right?
Iâm tired, for one. Yeah, nothing interesting going on today. I need to work on my site. Iâve got the urge to edit my index again. I notice that⌠I do this practically every week. Yikes.
I remember a friend or mutual of mine saying something about constantly revising their site layout. They called it Chronic Layout Disease. They said it sucked.
I told them, it wasnât a disease to be feared, but a blessing to be celebrated. They told me, itâs bad because it tells them they canât make anything good.
I donât see it so negatively, surprisingly enough. Sure itâs a burden but itâs also a blessing. It means youâre improving yourself. Youâre growing, and finding ways to improve upon something already good. Mastery, right? Weâre always growing and changing, I suppose the constant revision of an index reflects how we do.
2024-11-7:
I thought of some things for reverie bodega but I donât have so much. Like three characters and the basic summary. I need to think of better character stereotypes/molds that arenât basically ânew guy, cool guy, cold-ass fuckerâ cause thatâs almost like OK KO and the idea is already too similar.
What if it was a buncha silly trouble makers? Possibly. Iâm already like that, and so are my friends.
But my main friends are already drifting apart from me again. So it wonât be a kinda story with characters based on my IRLs??? Thatâs A-OK. Then Iâll just take inspiration from my favorite characters!!
For the rival thing I considered basing him off my ex. But thatâs stupid. So maybe their relationshipâ the one between the rival and the main characters, would be something like Bass and MegaMan? MegaMan and Bass⌠the game was cool I think (never played it cause all mega man games are really hard for me.. Iâm more of a Gunvolt guy you know)
Aaaah..
2024-11-5 (After creation of the âcall it reverie bodegaâ list):
So, I MIGHT be onto something. Reverie Bodega, your one-stop shop for everything⌠everything! The extreme convenience store for anyone and everyoneâs needs!
And itâs akin to what you think of when you think of OK KO Letâs Be Heroes (rest that showâs poor soul smh). Like a buncha teens manning a convenience store but instead if it being a bunch of fighters who shop there, right? Itâs like a⌠convenience store for robots⌠or something.
I was thinking more of like âconvenience store but make it weapons and cool doodads and gadgetsTHE MICRO CENTER? I LOVE THEMICRO CENTER)â but robots works too. Either or, or maybe both.
ANYWAYS yes no matter what, the ones working there will be teenagers. Because I am a teenager. And I will be in this thing, since Reverie Bodega is a kind of piece I think⌠should be a fun little thing I can write scenarios with, with me in them! Itâs like the entirety of Axel Catalog but me-centric.
I might be grilling. Truuuuuust me.
List of things to rework
- General Axel Catalog stuff
- Down the Temporal Rabbit-Hole
- That one AOAS review I wrote at 2AM
- Xinyiâs Cascade Academy
- Finix lore (?)
- Iro-Chanâs TODAY
- CYANO
- Neo Radar (either redo or take inspiration due to it being an underbaked collaboration)
- âXiao Wu is my Homieâ
Things I gotta try
- Card-en-Ciel (Deck-buildinâ kinda game like MMSF/MMBN)
- Gunslinger Girl (Manga)
- Pixel Gun 3D (but on my laptop now)
- MW2 (doesnât matter which version but maybe the reboot cause i like reboot soap and his thicker accent gujsjsjsh ahahahaha mm)
- Watching all of Strong Bad Email
- Watching To Me, the One Who Loved You
List of anime movies that defined a whole season for me
- A Silent Voice
- Weathering With You
- Suzume
- Your Name
- The Girl Who Leapt Through Time
call it reverie bodega
- Solid - Butaotome
- Junjou Armeria - Shinra-Bansho
- Unmeisen-jou no Aria - Shinra-Bansho
- ELECTRICAL COMMUNICATION - GANASIA
- God Knows⌠- Haruhi Suzumiya (CV: Aya Hirano)
- Kyouen- Butaotome
- Tsurupettan - Silver Forest
- Dark Magic Girl - Silver Forest
- Cirnoâs Perfect Math Class - IOSYS
- Usatei 20XX - COOL&CREATE
- Silvia - Janne da Arc
- HEAVEN - Janne da Arc
Weird Axel Tendencies
- Putting my favorite image of any character Iâm currently simping over on my second monitor as I do things on the net
- Using uncommon, cool-sounding words to make myself sound cool and deep and interesting
- Whenever the first item on the list is in-action, I typically act more hyper and energetic
- Adding onto the previous item, I tend to act embarrassed whenever I do something stupid
- No matter how much I try to convince myself, I think anything in my room with eyes are constantly watching me and judging my every move negatively (EX: Figures, drawings, the image on my second monitor)
- Whining like an anime character
- Saying sorry like a Canadian
- Saying âfuckinâ hellâ in a way to ease up to eventually saying âbloody hellâ even if Iâm not British
- Holding my phone against my chestâ slamming it against my chest in some cases when I turn my phone on and find it open to a certain game wiki
- Rambling to myself online and embarrassing myself
Things I like to think of that make me feel deep and philosophical
- Timeâ itâs temporary nature, time paradoxes, time travel, parallel universes
- Nighttimeâ itâs serene atmosphere, the moon, nostalgia
- Immortalityâ how it tends to be seen as a blessing but is quite obviously also a curse, reminds me of the moon and Kaguya Houraisan