wednesday night melancholy

• memories of friends from a decade ago who left an irreversible mark on me. do they also think of me several times a year?
• yearning for a time of being unplugged and tuned into daily life
• remember when the way we discovered new music was by exchanging mix cds with friends? or itunes podcasts?
• watching the wild nothing "chinatown" fanmade music video in 2010, sitting on a fake leather chair in my parents' kitchen
• i wish i didn't have to let him go to learn how to love

important things

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4DA4VByZ6yg
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u-zIUFdFua4