_bryce_
That a machine can only be one if it replaces the body’s labor
That a tool can only be one if it’s used by the hand
That a tool forged from unethical means still has a use in a distant future
That the use and provenance can be separated
That this separation is worth knowing
That when questioned about a tool’s purity, I respond with an alternative that is only a reaction
That one day I’ll have strung together a set of tools and uses that precede, rather than succeed, the making of my living
That I will not recognize it when it arrives
That the tools I rely on are crafted by those I disagree with
That a language is a tool and the tool can be questioned
That, if the above is true, language has affordances
That I might anticipate and avoid such affordances
That a tool is only good for the job if its use is unclear
And the same may be true for a machine
That a linguistic machine, taking into consideration the first line here, would not replace the voice, but the mind
That I often confuse the tool and the work it facilitates
That a tool might be evaluated as a finished thing
But that it’s malleability may contribute to its tool-ness
That its finished-ness depends on the scope of its user
That any object, tool or thing made with tool, contains in it an infinite amount of information
That an ethical tool may be made by unethical means
That the reverse is also true
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If “words are ancillary to content”†
If being secondary to or in support of content means belonging to a notion
If, on another hand, to support a notion is to be part of it
Then to support is to exist
But
If a secondariness is then a separateness, then words are not the writer’s material
If not the writer’s then must be the reader’s
If the content is the writer’s
If to be in support of content is to not be its part
If only a part then perhaps at odds with the rest of the whole
Then the structure is the language and reading’s looking
If words are ancillary to content
If content is to be understood as that which is not words
If content is everything _but_ words
If this means acknowledging the supportive group over the presumed individual
If the individual is the word
If the individual is ancillary to the group
If by “the group” I mean the chain of laborers which make the thing
If we understand that words are made of stuff that precedes words
If the precedent is the content
If we have to relearn what to read
If what to read is still the question
If what and how can be the same question
If any text read the right way can be useful
If usefulness is a reasonable expectation for our reading
If words are ancillary to content
If to be in support of content is to not be its part
Then writing and reading are simultaneous
† N.H. Pritchard, _The Matrix_ (Garden City: Doubleday & Company, 1970).
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I often pause to consider why it is I’m so interested in fictional literature.
It must be that mere mention of a fictional literature produces a literature that is and is not that.
I want that simultaneity very much today. Can’t have it.
Lyn Hejinian: “A fiction is a made thing that is recognized as such, and a fact is a made thing that is not recognized as such.”†
† Lyn Hejinian, _A Mask of Motion_ (Providence: Burning Deck, 1977), p. 11.
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“New ways to say thank you”
I recall returning from family beach vacations
My father tucking me in, asking “Do you know how lucky you are?” such that I might speak my gratefulness
I am grateful for the figment of a world where the absence of cruelty is not luck, but is the constant study of military forces
I am grateful for the figment of a world that is honest about its cruelty
Rather than the reality of one that pushes its cruelty into creative but not-new formations
A new way to say thank you will be to analyze our luck
By analyzing it we aim to destroy it