a spec of dust hiding among the clouds. a collection of nonsense, straight out of my head nice to meet you, everyone ⋆｡°✩ ⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 17.10.2025 it's been a while since i last visited the Fish. thought i'd clean up the page (and by that i mean deleting pretty much all my previous logs) and start again. still not sure what i'll write in here, but it's fun to just let loose and see what happens. ‧₊˚⊹ welcome to arca's box of ramblings ‧₊˚⊹ i remain yearning for a small community of some kind, a small lounge where old friends and possible new ones hang out from time to time, with no obligation to show up with any degree of frequency. just a warm space where you might have a fun conversation in, or just relax. alone or together. slowly but surely realizing that rather than hoping i can find something like this, i just might have to find a way of making it myself. which brings with it all sorts of worries. in other news, i've been really into apothecaria recently. ⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹ 29.10.2025 hiding in my little burrow, my badck hurting from being shaped like a C for too long. i have to take the trash out. ‧˚₊꒷꒦︶︶︶︶︶꒷꒦︶︶︶︶︶꒦꒷‧₊˚⊹‧˚₊꒷꒦︶︶︶︶︶꒷꒦︶︶︶︶︶꒦꒷‧₊˚⊹‧˚₊꒷꒦︶︶︶︶︶꒷꒦︶︶︶︶︶꒦꒷‧₊˚⊹ 18.12.25 travelled home, currently enjoying some milky oolong. turns out the bag's been open for a while so it's lost some of its aroma and i personally feel the flavour's not quite as intense. but it's still lovely and the aftertaste is still there~ wondering if i should turn this into little Tea Logs. sounds fun. if i decide to do that, i'll likely delete everything again to keep things nice and relaxed