lately, i find myself grateful for music. the way the different notes enter my ears, the notes that are so different from each other yet find a way to join together and harmonize into one song... that's pretty poetic, isn't it? fish 12/19/24 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i've been clenching my fist a lot lately out of frustration. on the other hand, i've been drawing more. i want to keep drawing. fish 12/20/24 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ this soup makes my stomach hurt... but it's yummy. fish 12/26/24 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ frustrated frustrated frustrated!!!!!!! does my stress not matter??? all the time, its the same!!! nothing ever changes!!! fish 1/16/25