auria

http://evy.garden/, San Francisco

she/her ♡ tues april 6 ♡ I like sitting in the park And I like walking through it I like taking my dogs there And friends, and I like being alone I like flowers and simplicity I like compassion and thoughtful gifts I like being able to shout But I wish I could be quiet When I'm quiet people think I'm sad And usually I am Sometimes when I'm at a busy train station Somewhere big with the noisy trains like King's Cross I feel like putting down my bags and shouting things out because I've got something to say Don't you want to share the guilt? Don't think, just try and sleep from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rx6rzljTb7k

some notes on pomegranates

  • they're in season in the winter
  • i've never bought one until this winter
  • it's fun to pull apart the little seeds, but also very messy
  • my dad taught me today to pull apart the pomegranate in a bowl of water, to stop it from spraying dark red juice everywhere
  • he says they are a "cleansing" fruit
  • my friends taught me to pull apart the pomegranate without it spraying at all, gently nudging the seeds out, very satisfying

words i regularly mispell

  • unnecessary
  • committee
  • quarantine
  • desperate
  • separate
  • pomegranate
  • nauseous
  • disappointed
  • embarrassed
  • ratatouille

some happy objects

  • https://evy.garden/pics/smile1.jpg
  • https://evy.garden/pics/smile2.jpg

chill beats

  • https://youtu.be/kyvnngAEIpY
  • https://youtu.be/jHvWJXkc67o
  • https://youtu.be/jhvUqV3qeC0

recent listening

  • ♪ Doppelgänger by Lissom https://whalesrecords.bandcamp.com/track/doppelg-nger "are we all someone else, are we undetermined?"
  • ♪ everything i wanted by Billie Eilish https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgBJmlPo8Xw pleasantly both sad and dancey
  • ♪ 715 - CRΣΣKS, choral cover by The Nor'Easters https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BU6SA2RVFq0 (i lovee the burst of intensity at 2:18)
  • ♪ Nice Things To Say by Empty Disco https://youtu.be/DOydfLUWTqM (lyrics are so sweet <3)
  • ♪ Bite The Hand by Julien Baker https://youtu.be/hZlR6DjehDc
  • ♪ I Go Crazy (acoustic) by Orla Gartland https://youtu.be/Qa-2F7mPGvU
  • ♪ Pretending by Orla Gartland (enjoyed the music video) https://youtu.be/sG6YJJMs3sw
  • ♪ Ocean by Alice Phoebe Lou https://youtu.be/Cl8xXEmgACc

zines

  • https://issuu.com/zoefinkelstein/docs/lists-organization_issuu
  • https://twitter.com/WAptekar/status/1276614719214944256