auria
http://evy.garden/, San Francisco
she/her
♡ tues april 6 ♡
I like sitting in the park
And I like walking through it
I like taking my dogs there
And friends, and I like being alone
I like flowers and simplicity
I like compassion and thoughtful gifts
I like being able to shout
But I wish I could be quiet
When I'm quiet people think I'm sad
And usually I am
Sometimes when I'm at a busy train station
Somewhere big with the noisy trains like King's Cross
I feel like putting down my bags and shouting things out
because I've got something to say
Don't you want to share the guilt?
Don't think, just try and sleep
from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rx6rzljTb7k
some notes on pomegranates
- they're in season in the winter
- i've never bought one until this winter
- it's fun to pull apart the little seeds, but also very messy
- my dad taught me today to pull apart the pomegranate in a bowl of water, to stop it from spraying dark red juice everywhere
- he says they are a "cleansing" fruit
- my friends taught me to pull apart the pomegranate without it spraying at all, gently nudging the seeds out, very satisfying
words i regularly mispell
- unnecessary
- committee
- quarantine
- desperate
- separate
- pomegranate
- nauseous
- disappointed
- embarrassed
- ratatouille
some happy objects
- https://evy.garden/pics/smile1.jpg
- https://evy.garden/pics/smile2.jpg
chill beats
- https://youtu.be/kyvnngAEIpY
- https://youtu.be/jHvWJXkc67o
- https://youtu.be/jhvUqV3qeC0
recent listening
- ♪ Doppelgänger by Lissom https://whalesrecords.bandcamp.com/track/doppelg-nger "are we all someone else, are we undetermined?"
- ♪ everything i wanted by Billie Eilish https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgBJmlPo8Xw pleasantly both sad and dancey
- ♪ 715 - CRΣΣKS, choral cover by The Nor'Easters https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BU6SA2RVFq0 (i lovee the burst of intensity at 2:18)
- ♪ Nice Things To Say by Empty Disco https://youtu.be/DOydfLUWTqM (lyrics are so sweet <3)
- ♪ Bite The Hand by Julien Baker https://youtu.be/hZlR6DjehDc
- ♪ I Go Crazy (acoustic) by Orla Gartland https://youtu.be/Qa-2F7mPGvU
- ♪ Pretending by Orla Gartland (enjoyed the music video) https://youtu.be/sG6YJJMs3sw
- ♪ Ocean by Alice Phoebe Lou https://youtu.be/Cl8xXEmgACc
zines
- https://issuu.com/zoefinkelstein/docs/lists-organization_issuu
- https://twitter.com/WAptekar/status/1276614719214944256