21.2.2025 Thought: It is so easy to forget about mosquitos when it is winter. Dream:20.2.25 Ik had een expo gemaakt maar deze was nog niet opgestart toen de mensen er al waren. Ik rende door de ruimte met kabels en lichten maar de meesten waren al klaar met de ruimte (mix van het Boijmans en Arminius) voordat ik alles had opgestart. Ondertussen smeekte ik mijn ouders om vertrouwen in mij en gaf ik een kus aan iemand die ik in dit leven dat niet mag geven. 20.2.2025 Not-frozen-cucumber There is a cucumber in my bag since yesterday after I did groceries. I feel sorry for the cucumber because it is the only piece I left in my bag. For the entire night and day it has just been sitting there, carried to my work this morning, to the third floor, from the third floor to the first, even a walk around the blok. Later that day I realized, it should be grateful it is in my bag because the fridge, where the other groceries are hanging out since yesterday, is overdoing itself and freezes al that is inside it. AH cucumbers are mostly water and the entire cucumber would freeze if it was with the other groceries in the fridge. But it is not in the fridge, it is here in my bag. This realisation was triggered by an tiny event: A student whom I had a scheduled one on one conversation with struggled to articulate herself being occupied by nerves. To put her at ease. I decided to bring it up and I said: "I have a cucumber in my bag". And the ice was broken. 14.2.2025 Quotes from poetry night at Agnes' place Daffodils in December. They grow too tall as they are reaching for the faint sun only to crumble under their own weight. "It must be nice to be forgotten."-? --- I want to be me, not interpretation. I put the kettle on and let the steam grow.- Aisha --- Paris catacombs valentine's day: someone crafted a man and a woman made from unidentified bones laying side by side.-Stan --- What do you desire in this moment, give you a tingling feeling, what makes you feel exposed, excited, a little embarrassed.-Alexander --- Your voice is like a beautiful staircase, velvet, nice to walk on, art nouveau.-Stan 12.2.2025 Ik ben iets vergeten maar ik weet het niet meer. 11.2.2025 Hi my friend friend Sunni want to join for climbing, when and where? @elliott Today is v average 10.2.2025 There was a coffee in the kitchen but this website does not have notifications so I missed it. Luckily, the intention outlived the coffee. 9.2.2025 "Love thy neighbors as you love yourself" resonates in my head as I wake up from their drilling 7.2.2025 13.00 I got my first mention by @elliott. I'm am starting to feel like a special fish. https://youtu.be/BuDFA2g8QxQ?si=iOmV5tujMOv7Gvfi La Grand Historia de Philosophia de Occidental. Movie about- 14.46 New thought before I could finish the last one. Relationships in their most general sense are the best. They can be anything when you forget about the words we use for them.