i dont think i have been here since the sites launch - but your little emails have cheered me up, so here i am! things are a little confusing right now... but i always push forward, no matter what! because there are so many things outside my "field of vision", the variables i can see right now. i think this is important to keep in account, that the future only seems so stagnant because of animals (including us humans) natural tendency to see things as they are, right? but hope lets us accept that there are things we cant see, and that we dont live on a big featureless pancake, we live in a whole big world :)