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affected and romanticized, finally
leftovers this week
- rice rice rice
- blanched broccoli
- three boiled eggs
- cucumber salad
- monggo
mobility
- 60 bicep curls (actually) 1xday
- rows 1x/day
- rows but higher 1x/day (careful)
- table exercises (these suck)
- look at the shit you have saved on instagram to fix your fucked up joints idiot
- farmer carry?? (never. you don’t go on walks anymore)
- try not to cry in front of your hot physical therapist
today we are feeling
- sad, disgusted with self, weirdly free, liberated from cringe, trapped in Internet, performative, melancholy, more into yuri than usual
- i love cigarette :(
- hungry, a little cold, annoyed at landlord, still very into yuri, wants to shower
got misty
- physical therapy (fists of fury)
- talking about work the other night
- a tiktok about cooking
- yet another dead boyfriend tiktok
- disabled mother talking about her parenting journey
- woken up by ginger's claws in my cheek due to him using my face as a springboard due to becoming startled by my fiance moving slightly
- the residual blood on the white flowers on my blanket (see above)