🏞: diesh.be ✉: diesh@protonmail.com ⚈ ⚠: warning bad english ahead mixed with multilingual spontaneous and random writin/thoughts ⚈ most recent writin is up ↑ https://vid.puffyan.us/watch?v=hbAw1a4pQR8 pinback this is pinback https://youtu.be/hlco1UrtJSc?list=OLAK5uy_kYiXyh1c--suHt39DgY1cRzAxK4Jk_eJs life without buildings any other city https://vid.puffyan.us/watch?v=BRZ7nTTLP1s https://barnaclestheband.bandcamp.com/album/barnacles-the-band https://dusternumero.bandcamp.com/album/together Im in love with you bichinho :')) We have finally put the little tape online with finje :))) https://peertube.tv/w/p/nPsAi4qN8qPdZuQ6zkQU6E I have to update diesh.be :/ https://orenambarchi.bandcamp.com/album/audience-of-one trying https://terrine.bandcamp.com/album/une-opportunit-r-gressive Terrine https://inv.riverside.rocks/watch?v=p_BPlVBKrzs https://inv.riverside.rocks/watch?v=5O9qbuhsvsQ I probably shared this one here sometimes here but anyways still ._. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vT1-Uv1OA3U https://inv.riverside.rocks/watch?v=8KpNO6jw-tQ &lt;3 https://inv.riverside.rocks/watch?v=U4uQ0Xo4GOw fake fights until dark https://youtube.076.ne.jp/watch?v=bXvB_86AKn0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tL9xJoUJ6QE https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=08IXLRoCbeA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kt59SP1zIvA Seam https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZA_7FtttRY https://heavenstobetsykrs.bandcamp.com/album/these-monsters-are-real https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YqP6OP11bPk https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBkBfzilOaM https://invidious.projectsegfau.lt/watch?v=6QKT7ppttag aha 12 years old me was such a fan https://piped.kavin.rocks/watch?v=vn56w4EObwo Tribe 8 Rataplan's root ❤ https://youtu.be/hA1xLLUp7wA Watched slint's documentary https://inv.riverside.rocks/watch?v=GsRpS6XGiOs ❤ https://inv.riverside.rocks/watch?v=DqfvlPZk0R0 I cant believe I only watched this full right now. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MNq0Va1W4LQ bikini kill H rockin the drums for papi ^^ 💥https://youtu.be/TuHdhqZF6ow Sometimes you need to talk without thinking too much, without pression of what others think. Special Fish is a bit, sometimes, my way to do that. Tou viciado https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VgOVHO11h3Q&list=PLZ7lWadAf9_T3DcI-Psuuax-8O2E1VLQ2&index=37 Saw a gig by Audrey Chen, that I didnt know, this weekend and wtf, it was beyond good. Insane stuff, so much work. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=z49j_9Gvk4A I think I failed in the last months to share this album by my friends hetta https://hetta.bandcamp.com/releases its really good Tu sais quand tu dois prendre le bus qui part à 6h50 de ta banlieue, que c'est un bus plus grand qu'à d'autres heures, qu'il va pleeeiinnnn, mais pleeeeiiiinnn, de gens, c là que tu comprends la merde, la vie de la masse de la population. À 9h c déjà les voitures. Im so fucking happy I freed myself from facebk. "Life is curto" essa inscrição tá num prédio da minha rua e tem-me batido forte o seu meaning ultimamente. Fuckin lost, back to school. I wanted to say something else but I dont remember. Et les vêtements loool j'achète plus de vêtements, c mort. Un bordel de vêtements around neuf et inutilisésss. Commencé à réaliser ça et prendre conscience dans la freeshop de dg. 6 mois que je la fréquente et je sens que c le moment où je m'habille le mieux de toute ma life. I just watched the netflix doc about Leo Baker ystrday. Its really this netflix super artificial and sensational product, thats so sad:'(. Kind made me realise a person that I liked a lot is not that cool in the end. Este som bate e ao mesmo tempo que meeerda https://piped.kavin.rocks/watch?v=nGXcJYzSZW4 Fnx sou um bicho mesmo queer. https://invidious.flokinet.to/watch?v=TA0Bp7TW6QY In love with this &lt;3 K James pls too sexy. Kinda basicly learning the existence of drag! &lt;3 The other day I watched on netflix this really bad doc from a workshop Diane Torr gave around 2010, 2011 in Germany. I didnt know Diane Torr neither her famous "Man for a Day" workshops. I just choosed the first doc looking to be about gender matters on netflix I saw. The workshop was basicly an experience for "women" who wanted to go outside in the street for one day or a bit more as men. The workshop pretented to learn them how to act like men do act in society. Kinda hated a lot of Diane Torr's ideas as well as most of the ideas the doc wanted to pass. But now, I want to go out at least one day on the street looking like a man, with no one being able to tell Im not a cis man. je suis trop triste en vrai ptn Faut que j'arrête de fumer. D'ici peu j'aurai plus de poumons. ✨ https://cafetrarecords.bandcamp.com/album/n-vel-lounge first album in which I play is out :0000 ✨✨✨ https://cafetrarecords.bandcamp.com/track/ataque-de-p-nico moi https://cafetrarecords.bandcamp.com/track/relaxado my jam at 6am on the bus a lot of days https://cafetrarecords.bandcamp.com/track/s-tudo-o-que-eu-queria Je veux être dans tes bras mais maintenant je n'ai plus que mon oreiller auquel m'attacher. This song comes always around in repeat in my phones in melancolic moments. https://floral1.bandcamp.com/track/unfair-treaty So fucking sad today. I feel like I can't even breathe well. My body is breaking with all those emotional zigzagos. It's too fucking hard to love you. https://rottenfresh.bandcamp.com/album/straight-to-the-point Im playin in the same fest as IAM and sister nancy in september, that's completly unbelievable. Im so proud, A. finnished to mix/master our tape. I can't believe Im gonna soon drop some music out there in the world 😳 Dreams kinda slowly turning into reality. the other day this was a great moment https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZiQJPEpUb8&list=PLOJWuc3CN303F5xueS4yn0ItMS_2E-VUN https://floral1.bandcamp.com/track/unfair-treaty https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=mBAAcn8xSy4 a bestie just put out his videoclip today ^^ I just read Playing in the Dark by Toni Morrison and what a book❤ My life has become a turbine, I dont even have time to share myself here. I havent been listening to music lately:// I always tend to forget how good this song is https://inv.riverside.rocks/watch?v=LEYt2GtfQJk&list=PLH22-xSMERQolPbs7jGqjLm-5Yl7QhQiT&index=3&autoplay=1 https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ddeR5h2Dgi4 ❤ https://mariareis.bandcamp.com/track/lobisomen https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x2VDwJlUMLM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vChT4_Py9Wk https://portrayalofguilt.bandcamp.com/track/the-sixth-circle https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KgZJ5iyJrgg https://inv.bp.projectsegfau.lt/watch?v=eVUBh5M3YpU Swans was No wave! :0 https://inv.bp.projectsegfau.lt/watch?v=mXt4GJ8hYqU crust No gods no managers!! https://inv.bp.projectsegfau.lt/watch?v=Jg6kiRgircg brainbombs https://inv.bp.projectsegfau.lt/watch?v=qT6VMNB4oe8 https://inv.bp.projectsegfau.lt/watch?v=DFkND6UGuFg http://www.ebullition.com/ Whenever I try to listen to a bill frisell's album out of my dad's car, I never manage to feel the same magic https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kjtTULlh674&list=OLAK5uy_nA9vWj358B-8iFUACE6iBKSkY6n3s26Q0&index=11 https://invidious.lunar.icu/watch?v=F7fl_wO-lHs https://chavire.bandcamp.com/track/jeune-en-crever-2 I feel like screamo is one of the only genres in which I completly fall in love with the lyrics. https://chavire.bandcamp.com/album/des-bruits-qui-restent https://conjureruk.bandcamp.com/track/thankless-2 Aïe fds se tivesse guita realizava um sonho de teenager e ia a isto &lt;3 <a href="https://postimg.cc/wysNJ0TB" target="_blank"><img src="https://i.postimg.cc/Hx69qhqb/rctgt.jpg" alt="rctgt" /></a> https://invidious.weblibre.org/watch?v=mQPlarSkdZ8 Ooew maaan watched this movie in the kino, absolutly amaziiiing ❤ the trailer doesnt make it justice! Time for a blank page agaain '^^ https://rentry.co/92vwf I guess its time for a blank page eheh ( https://rentry.co/bznsz#L-1-2 )


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