there are so many words in my head, sometimes i am too weak to get it out
looking forward to the out breath
@rosemop love your road trip resume. i like how you included noteworthy experience
new apartment, unit 107. the start
i have been loving to read @sunflower 's ode to sunflower's love. i think these ways of boldly and blatantly loving is going to be the way we, the ones growing up so hurt by the times and technology, spending all our lives just to realize what had hurt us, will be able to live on.
asked on instagram stories yesterday if people would go on a cross country road trip with me and like 10 people wanted to. i feel flattered
2020 is the year i will unapologetically reclaim how emo i am the way i latched onto it as a teen
i have always been
i love emo music, i love emo people, i love to indulge in darkness and i love to feel deeply and i love rose tinted lenses and romanticizing everything
the part of me that never changed since i was 10
overwhelmed with thoughts
i'm only 24 so why do my bones hurt?
thankful and inspired by people around me. people at gossips, taeyoon, richard, laiyi, brian, daedalus, tracey, alex, gloria, hafeez, shea, julia, justin, grace, and many more. sometimes i sit down and i have to remember the people in my life. i am not alone. there are people who care about me, there are many. and i care about them back. i have to remember that
i want to become
i found the place i was looking for! this is where i ate dinner countless times in third/fourth grade. i had the lu rou fan (braised pork rice). drooling
it's been awhile since ive been on special fish. i've been thinking about the word special lot, what it means to be special
my title in animal crossing is teary eyed fish. i've definitely been teary eyed lately
last night i couldn't fall asleep because i was thinking about all the food back home and restaurants from my childhood i used to eat at
it's monday and its my first day back at work after taking 2 weeks off
i have a lot of anger inside me from mistreatment from people who used to be in my life
thinking about quitting again. asking everyone for advice. is it meaningful to wait for a promotion, and then quit? for title boost and resume. our thermostat is broken so the AC turns on 10 min at a time and then becomes a fan.
i'm feeling emotional
wow i really enjoyed the daily enjoy room tour https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b5hP4mONZj4
my new mouse arrives on wednesday. ate a cauliflower wrap. carpal tunnel hurts
it's june 2020 and i vow to myself to keep learning and teaching and speaking out and taking action forever
once you start time traveling there is no going back
when i put my hair up in a ponytail i feel like it strains my eye?
i love eyedrops and i smell like ambrette 9 for the most part
i watched half of love exposure yesterday and thought about how the beginning said it is based on a true story... made me interested in learning more about cults
listening to IU, even the thought of her calms me... my fave IU songs are friday and palette
this week i have to finish editing a short personal essay i wrote for a short sfpc writing workshop i took. i've grown since i was writing that in feb (pandemic-accelerated self inquiring), so it feels uncomfortable to have to let people read that. it's about shaping your identity on the internet.
i'll try my best to spin it in a way that i can hold
trying to make image list so i can see the new special fish feature but i can't think of any images to put