apr 4, can't go hiking anymore. electrical towers look so sci-fi taking edibles a lot, listening to wavves a lot, sad i cant skate. cut my hair a little bit too mar 18, feeling the weight of inertia mar 16, i have to pee bye mar 15, anyway I'm god mar 13, reminiscing about the last time i was happy.. it was over a period of 3-4 months almost 2 years ago now. life isn’t that bad but it’s the constant yearning for better times that makes everything seem so unworthy. always waiting for the future for as long as i can remember