i hope i can delete this later

• life is so hard
• life is so hard
• existing is exhausting
• the world is horrible
• we could have any world and we made this one?
• being alive is overwhelming

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• other people have it harder than me
• other people have it easier than me
• i feel exhausted
• my teeth hurt
• my head is bruised
• we all deserve better

things to keep

• life is a struggle so struggle for what you care about
• i am trying
• im doing bad because ive been bad at taking care of myself
• taking care of myself is also an act of love for my partner, even if that includes spending less time with them
• if you have nothing but fear & doom, you might as well try because what do u have to lose if the worst will happen regardless
• i hold so much doom and so much hope, its natural and not the end that the doom may flood over me sometimes