I remember eating a meal with a buddy made in his large rented house, in the middle of a beautiful, alive city. Pork, lettuce, seaweed, and rice. So simple yet so impactful. I remember pressing my shirtless body against the wall adjacent to my bed, cooling off from the summer heat. A very, very human endeavor, lost in the overwhelming sphere that is the mundanity of waking and sleeping. I remember smoking a cigarette after a profoundly draining and tiring shift at my lowly restaurant job. Daydreaming of a time when my education is finished and I can escape the repetition that is, "How's everything tasting?" I often try to recreate simple things, whether it be food, a sound, or a mood, to recapture the feeling I was once graciously presented with, but to no avail. Through the inescapable sounds of white noise... "Hello!" ------ As I lay next to my girlfriend, doing a mixture of studying and updating my RateYourMusic, I am blessed with the sounds of her subtle off-key singing, followed by her charming and precious dances. I love karaoke nights in her room. I love feeling the bed shake, joined by the off-kilter claps that match the drums and bass of wonderfully nostalgic music we both enjoyed during our youth - a time before we were intertwined in each other's lives. I love hearing, "Last one, I promise," followed by another. I love her. ------ andrew is forcing me to change tabs and view the earl sweatshirt music video. I am in a rush. Anyways..... ------ on the mac for the first time, i apologize. anyways, Naima Ramos-Chapman and Terence Nance. ------ micro-aggressions in the big 25?? —————— oh how i missed you, music —————— ボロボロで疲れてる。バイトって多変だよね？ —————— being able to upload mp4 data on here would be wonderful. —————— despite the evident need for a paywall, i wish there would be another alternative to continuously maintain special.fish’s resources and entertainment. the more people included in this disorganized wasteland of thought, the better. hello! —————— i make music for me and only me. why must one feel the need to always publish works of art? who's with me? —————— new work shirts.