8.18.2026 立秋 - I'm sick again in what feels like a constant chain of illnesses. But I think I've been the happiest I've been in a year. There's pie in the fridge. I trimmed the basil. Every time I go outside, something good happens. 6.28.2026 夏至 - it makes me sleepy to walk outside. i'm always wiping the sweat off my nosepads. at night the moon casts a sweeping grey light onto the water. 4.4.2026 清明 - most of the days are rain. there is a persistent wet fog around. rain falls onto the balcony. the ground is perpetually wet. the flies have returned and hang around in my bathroom. 3.23.2026 春分 - it is the spring equinox. where i am, the snow fell upward in fat flakes, spinning up a clean white fog that thinned out in a few minutes. and then it looked like spring again. #9CC5A1 https://guestbook.noodledesk.net #9CC5A1 https://noodledesk.net #49A078 https://www.are.na/jess-vesamqlgd0i/index