Page 2 29 march 2025 got lost in the cursed mall trying to find movie theater, person in front of me kept unlocking and locking the screen of her 2 phones to look at different text conversations and contacts throughout the movie. passcode 123456 to both. i accidentally shone my phone flashlight straight at someone's face when looking for my seat. the movie was I'm still here. got lost in the mall again on my way out. walked home even though i was super tired. didn't sleep much again last night. everybody was outside in the spring sun shine, so many people everywhere i went. also: geese, swans, horse shit. felt like i looked cool today but if anyone saw me no u didn't. going to bed early. 27 march 2025 have kept doing my things that kept me going through winter, it's spring now and I'm still amazed how well i did at getting through it, but what next?? feels like most things are about input/output balance. I'm low-key sick and couldn't sleep last night. i think i have the kind of brain fever u get from reading too many books in a short amount of time. something about social media presence idk idrc rn. and something about singing. i believe i have fixed my relationship with food, it took some trying but then something just snapped into place or i snapped out of it (emotional eating). feel like i lack depth but i can try make up for it with width or something else.