End-of-week routine

  • Cross off progress on projects in monthly view.
  • Refer to ordered list of projects in "What will happen?"
  • - Set up each day's page
  • - Pencil scheduled events in
  • Lay out next week:
  • Create "weekly list" around projects from "What will happen?":
  • - Number list with # week of life (e.g., 1701).
  • - For each project, pick two tasks max; one level of implementation detail is OK
  • - Assign projects roughly to days by penciling in day name (e.g., "M," "Tu") next to project name

sometimes it be like that

  • five
  • six
  • eight
  • seven
  • ... man this !@#$ don't make no sense

3/6

  • what are the 12 most important questions in my life?
  • or like 5 questions
  • or 3
  • i'll figure it out
  • https://therealmovement.wordpress.com/
  • http://www.andystanton.co.uk/BillStanton/pearl/menu.htm
  • why don t you _ cleo sol
  • selfish _ little simz
  • know my ting _ ghetts, shakka

ME

  • july 5 (cancer)

ᵇᵒᵒᵏˢ

  • aram saroyan
  • travis neal todd

Lest we forget

  • https://www.whoisleonardpeltier.info/
  • https://3q1gtx3misd72xy8k63koqld-wpengine.netdna-ssl.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/06/ART_06282017_MITTER_Tourisme-002_Courtesy-the-artist_Venus.jpg
  • https://rocketship.bandcamp.com/track/whats-the-use-of-books
  • https://mi2.hr/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/Screen-Shot-2014-06-02-at-12.50.12.png
  • https://www.julianopie.com/sites/default/files/styles/750hx940w/public/images_object/OSJ2.png?itok=D9-j9TWx

Favorite haiku:

  • Two came here,
  • two flew off;
  • — Butterflies.
  • - Chora
  • wind chimes

Thinking

  • pink ice plant flowers
  • concrete breeze blocks
  • wicker weaving patterns
  • my old bright blue sweatshirt
  • pancake batter drips
  • anenomies

3 am questions

  • When did time begin?
  • Is there life after death?
  • Is it really possible to experience anything objectively?
  • Is there an end to the universe, or does it just keep going?
  • If killing people is wrong, then why do we kill people that kill people?
  • javascript:alert("hello")
  • Top of mind: Koyaanisqatsi, Godfrey Reggio
  • The Seventh Seal, Ingmar Bergman
  • Grand Budapest Hotel, Wes Anderson
  • Wild at Heart, David Lynch
  • The Lighthouse, Robert Eggers

www.

  • https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1gvv-K5qAus3qCUColBsUjnY7_jCP1Trh
  • https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLuWPwXs0Itns4cbSzhVDXRm3qZdiTfItQ
  • https://www.facebook.com/j1500y0u
  • the overstory
  • the lathe of heaven
  • https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jslljUjEbGA&list=OLAK5uy_kGnjxOMNvSAB-a-CPwtxQTu9QCmWiZQRA&index=3

Movies

  • 1. Movie with footage of a movie playing in a movie theater (Goodbye Dragon Inn)
  • 3. Movie with sync-sound recorded far away from camera (Madeline's Madeline)
  • 4. Movie with drawing superimposed over film image (Blissfully Yours)
  • 5. Movie with fictional cartoon in universe of movie (Freddy Got Fingered)
  • 7. Movie that's partially a musical (The Hole, Dancer in the Dark)
  • 10. Movie with footage of fictional video game (Elle, Grandma's Boy, Serenity)

want to bake

  • a good sourdough loaf
  • the perfect regular shabbat challot
  • chocolate guinness cake
  • sephardic spiced round challah
  • cacoa nib and cardamom biscotti

Birds

  • Belted Kingfisher
  • American Woodcock
  • Oystercatcher
  • American Kestrel
  • Common Yellowthroat
  • Brown Thrasher

Thinking about

  • How to save time?
  • Note-taking and essaying
  • Carrier bags
  • Palestine
  • https://fehrenbacher.bandcamp.com

things to watch

  • evil (tv show)
  • pen15 (tv show)
  • about endlessness, roy andersson
  • the eccentric family (anime)
  • los espookys (tv show)
  • https://www.behance.net/orgastudio

Listening

  • my neighbor watching westerns until 4am
  • fka twigs is really good, how did I miss this
  • clouds moving
  • back to ambient records
  • Kousui - Eito

Recent Books

  • Knausgaard - My Struggle series
  • Shiela Heti - How Should a Person Be

songs

  • coming together by group 180
  • mammagamma by the alan parsons project
  • running red lights [feat. rivers cuomo & pink siifu] by the avalanches
  • “government came” (9980.0khz 3617.1khz 4521.0khz by godspeed you! black emperor

reading

  • Tsitsi Dangarembga: Black and Female
  • Rachel Cusk: Coventry

Okc

Awesome hardware

  • Pine64 https://pine64.com/
  • Purism https://puri.sm/

444

tranquility

  • selected ambient works vol 2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gF-3Msizoc0
  • for those of you who have never and also those who have https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Cc-0beyRXE
  • aisatsana https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_MRe3JwFc8

things i've done

  • made a virtual tour of my houseplants: https://justus.ws/misc/plant-tour
  • built a website on a Raspberry Pi: http://pi.justus.ws
  • migrated my personal site to github pages: https://www.justus.ws/tech/deploying-eleventy-to-github-pages/

emi

for tender ears

  • Nils Frahm - And Patterns (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jasQbDGjC9M)
  • Josiah Steinbrick - [Vibraphone, Marimbaphone, Malleted Wood, Two Synthesizers] (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7jQCA6DZjg)
  • Ali Farka Touré, Toumani Diabaté - Kala Djula (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PKdK_68r0A)
  • Beverly Glenn-Copeland - Ever New (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iz_DdCRxbyE)
  • Vashti Bunyan - If I Were (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYsRufq-IdM)
  • Helado Negro ft. Flock Of Dimes - Lotta Love (Neil Young Cover) (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=45LNX1htJP8)
  • Hinako Omori - Teleport (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXtUlT7eaSo)
  • Azymuth - Zé e Paraná (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oTEOPRn9iVM)
  • Alabaster DePlume - Whisky Story Time (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IVE-Hb9wwOY)
  • Joseph Shabason - Aytche (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NR2vgSITWO8)
  • Mary Lattimore - Pine Trees (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4YD5xR4soTA)
  • Slow Attack Ensemble - Everything Turns Black to Blue (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zNw3Tub3kBs)

things i sort of kind of really like

  • ✿ home videos
  • ✿ the moon
  • ✿ the number 4
  • ✿ how you never know the last snowfall is the last while it's happening
  • ✿ oral history archives
  • ✿ hands
  • ✿ when eyes are browsing something and they kinda linger but then move slightly
  • ✿ shadows
  • ✿ photos of 1970s dinner party food
  • ✿ detective boards
  • ✿ seeing someone's room for the first time
  • ✿ lists

# my music

  • https://reid.bandcamp.com/album/u-0004 [ambient]
  • https://reid.bandcamp.com/album/convex [beats]

click click don don piropiroro

  • https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/89587/haiku-57506cd18b660
  • https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/89588/summer-a-love-poem

🕸 Posts to Fan the Flames of the Web — Part 1 🕸

  • • https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Personal_web_page
  • • https://hedgehogreview.com/issues/the-human-and-the-digital/articles/tending-the-digital-commons
  • • https://thecreativeindependent.com/people/laurel-schwulst-my-website-is-a-shifting-house-next-to-a-river-of-knowledge-what-could-yours-be/
  • • http://luckysoap.com/statements/handmadeweb.html
  • • http://art.teleportacia.org/observation/vernacular/
  • • http://contemporary-home-computing.org/vernacular-web-2/
  • • http://contemporary-home-computing.org/prof-dr-style/
  • • https://justinjackson.ca/words.html
  • • https://blog.neocities.org/blog/2013/05/28/making-the-web-fun-again.html
  • • https://dev.to/quii/the-web-i-want-43o
  • • https://stackingthebricks.com/how-blogs-broke-the-web/
  • • https://www.normadesign.it/log/web-design-allorigine-del-web

txt

Chat & Hangouts

  • http://chat.islaperfecta.com/
  • http://gossips.cafe
  • https://recall.directory
  • http://petals.network
  • http://wrasse.pw/~joel/tools/chatti

Beautiful records and songs

  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNYW276VxPQ
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSyhiKdyC0Y
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p0x3aKmEu7M
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0F__oGUUWHg
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OVlJCE2q4VU

Gonna create lists of

  • lists i need to create
  • articles to read
  • books to read
  • poems
  • songs

books i'm loosely reading

  • Area X Series

mim

  • aegean sea ~ haruomi hosono
  • 僕は一寸 ~ haruomi hosono

ideas for blog posts[p], ep concept[m]

  • [p] about small web: getting out of the marked path
  • [m] hidden in the noise - should name it ''Signal to Noise''

my favorite book

  • bernstin bears
  • one minuet artist
  • how to play slither.io
  • how to plant a apricot

Which keys on the keyboard i pressed while writing this

  • whichspacekeysspaceonspacethespacekeyboardspaceispacepressedspacewhilespacewritingspacethis
  • It's Kind of a Funny Story by Ned Vizzini

current fixations

  • kidlat tahimik
  • genshin impact.......
  • 😳 design theory 👍
  • the avalanches' "we will always love you"
  • writing processes
  • systems
  • swiss miss white chocolate

eel

  • Poetry, Lee Chang-dong
  • Middlemarch, George Eliot
  • hana-bi, takeshi kitano

split personality

  • https://octodon.social/@yhancik
  • https://twitter.com/yhancik
  • https://yhancik.tumblr.com/
  • @W6gUhDCKoM+qnoY1bm3SYU7QlCyUhOIaDomcRHHYHVg=.ed25519

Radio/Podcasts

  • This American Life
  • Reply All
  • Radio Lab
  • Radio Ambulante
  • Tanis

noEnglishLyrics // instrumental

  • ALBUM | HIP HOP INSTRUMENTAL | tom misch - beat tape 1
  • ALBUM | RAP GERMAN | papier & bleistift - zeichnungen
  • suggestions please... via email fttx5525@gmail.com (just artist name and album titles please)
  • I record music under the name Even Beams
  • http://www.evenbeams.com

what i am drinking right now

  • june 17 3:29pm starbucks double shot energy vanilla flavored my rating: 4/10
  • november 10 11:36am coffee i made at home french press style with hazel nut and chobani vanilla oat milk 6/10
  • december 13 9:37am 12oz redbull i love redbull 10/10

wines

  • werlitsch 2021 welschriesling
  • Madeon - No Fear No More
  • Mafumafu - Sacrifice
  • Au5 & Nytrix - Always In A Nightmare
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Im2eOLjGHMk
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1rS5V9mZHA
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mxc-UTr95g4
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D0wDo3pQ7MQ
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjbBr1_rSD8
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W7xtltFBAMw
  • https://tomcritchlow.com/wiki/music/music-discoveries/

Gonna write some letters

  • If you wanna write me a letter- as1nnamonbun@gmail.com
  • https://special.fish/glittrfae - glittrfae@gmail.com - how I feel about Cam
  • https://special.fish/anzie - letterringss@gmail.com - share some starstuff
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XwcOqUlLjLk&list=PLHp9XEfo-KJnsVK-awYVVG9YDBr-6iDSl&index=6&t=0s
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZ7R6DyAoiQ&list=PLHp9XEfo-KJkOWCNcOplddWkWd44xhHJn&index=7&t=0s
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ox2GU0-R6eY&list=PLHp9XEfo-KJkOWCNcOplddWkWd44xhHJn&index=15&t=0s
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lc6F47Z6PI4&list=PLHp9XEfo-KJn9PyDMlPYS0-Bg22fH3UpU&index=10&t=0s
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G3LvhdFEOqs&list=PLHp9XEfo-KJn9PyDMlPYS0-Bg22fH3UpU&index=4&t=0s

My Favorite Albums

  • DAMN. -Kendrick Lamar
  • Flower Boy - Tyler the Creator
  • Static Age - the Misfits
  • Ye - Kanye West
  • Salad Days -Mac Demarco
  • In Tongues - Joji
  • Ballads 1 - Joji
  • 2 - Mac Demarco
  • The Human Condition - Jon Bellion
  • Srgt. Peppers Lonely Hearts Club - The Beatles

fake food

  • m&ms - spilled
  • chicken drumstick
  • drink - spilled
  • big fridge turkey (really strong plastic smell)

to live by

  • be honest with yourself
  • know your intentions
  • if at all possible -- keep your word (to yourself)

surprises

  • odie greeted me when i woke up
  • the oat milk got foamy
  • the snow machine made soap foam
  • the old elevator was full of firewood
  • my finger was ringless, but dented
  • the bad thing wasn't actually happening
  • tulips in a styrofoam cup

songs about robot sex

  • dopplereffekt, plastiphilia 2
  • ecco2k, sugar & diesel
  • pedestrian tactics, matingcall.exe
  • kraftwerk, computer love
  • geotheory, broken heartdrive
  • actress, fantasynth
  • kraftwerk, sex object
  • little snake, user1111333
  • schake, cybernetic seduction
  • bjarki, (.)_(.)
  • alex jann, computoid.transmission.x

Gifts that might never be received

  • 1
  • 2
  • 3
  • https://vimeo.com/248887185
  • https://youtu.be/geK03GclK8k
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=peR8eOcGA3M

everybody

  • yea yea
  • rock your body
  • yea yea
  • everybody
  • rock your body right
  • backsteet's back
  • alright

Scary things done recently

  • Participating in a rustlings bug report before actually completing rustlings

Doot doot it's another cool site

  • https://uniqcode.com/typewriter/
  • https://colornames.org/

Songs for calm

  • Coffee by Sylvan Esso
  • Odessa by Caribou
  • Break Well by Mount Kimbie
  • The Ruins of Cragwater by Emily Axford
  • Himalayan by Emancipator
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mYdNHajdW8o
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pk6s2OlKzKQ
  • the old man and the bench

Colors

  • black
  • white
  • gray

incomplete list of skate video parts i keep going back to on youtube

  • Turnstile Comes to SF https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmIOkExKsRA
  • KaderAdidas https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5Gy5vE3WeU
  • Skateboard fever hits Vancouver, circa 1994 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R99V8jr7pXk
  • Came to Majorca For Nothing https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RDdY2dcw9Ds
  • november
  • october
  • september
  • may
  • june

val

I'm here

  • https://www.instagram.com/val_espinos.z.a/

♬♩music ♩♬

  • gadevoi: amorphous / crystaline https://soundcloud.com/gadevoi/amorphous-crystaline-mix
  • PC Music: ∂ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yV7wB5o5ML0
  • candlelight: all dis demons on me I can't feel my soul https://soundcloud.com/julietta96/all-dis-demons
  • Mutant Radio: Santebela [09.12.2019] https://soundcloud.com/mutantradio/santebela-09122019
  • Himera: Quarantien Fest 2 mix https://soundcloud.com/djhimera/quarantine-fest
  • I'M FEELING LUCKY W/ UMRU https://soundcloud.com/studentbodyradio/im-feeling-lucky-w-umru-ep-1
  • OCD: Club Cringe Mix https://soundcloud.com/clubcringe/cringe35
  • kl2a: Mix ✿✿ spring energy ✿ nightcore ✿ happycore ✿ tribal house ✿✿ https://soundcloud.com/kl2aa/mix-spring-energy-by-kl2a

🌅

  • https://vsco.co/feed
  • http://bit.ly/AEHouseman
  • http://bit.ly/FKisDead
  • https://vimeo.com/148146086
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkNp56UZax4&t=288s

Questions for reflection

  • How am I showing the people that I love that I love them?
  • When do I feel most loved by the people that love me?
  • At what moments does my body feel most peaceful?
  • When was the last time I talked to my mom?
  • When was the last time I checked in on a long-distance friend?
  • What has been making me feel inspired?
  • What has been making me feel happy?

Link

  • https://mcusercontent.com/5c756cc555df6fda986b9fc39/files/bf65cdab-795f-40fb-8c22-d8f8eb180abe/Notes_to_myself_on_beginning_a_painting.pdf
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BIwel-9KKjs
  • soundcloud.com/mercury1011100/the-formula
  • Today is cyan and ultramarine
  • https://youtu.be/juaOxM3aI_4

aaa

  • the overstory by richard powers

comics/lit

  • chobits

favorite song

  • container - mottle
  • container - mottle
  • container - mottle
  • container - mottle
  • container - mottle
  • container - mottle
  • Cheval by Igorrr
  • Dies Irae, Gregorian plainchant
  • Say so
  • Kinderliedjes
  • DGFGAEA, GFEFG
  • https://youtu.be/LqzKjefV-Hw
  • http://twitter.com/poiniespoin
  • http://instagram.com/emirosans
  • http://soundcloud.com/emipri

wes

contact

  • wesleystroupe@icloud.com (checked often)
  • wesleystroupe@protonmail.com
  • (will gladly exchange numbers for use via color chat, signal, imessage)
  • switch fc: SW-8026-5436-7706

Favorite Goats

  • Asriel Dreemurr
  • Toriel
  • A Thief’s Journal - Jean Genet
  • The Seducer’s Diary - Kierkegaard
  • The Fascination of the Pool - Virginia Woolf
  • Hogg - Samuel Delany
  • The Lover - Marguerite Duras
  • Virginie Despentes - Vernon Subutex
  • Johan Harstad - Max, Misha and the Tet Offensive
  • Didier Eribon - Returning to Reims
  • Hermann Hesse - Steppenwolf
  • Virtual Light - Gibson
  • Diamond Age - Stephenson (better than snow crash fight me i dare you)
  • Anathem - Stephenson
  • Blood Meridian - McCarthy
  • Wolves of the Calla - King
  • Dune - Herbert
  • the great beauty

dream pt. 2

  • 25/03 d running stall on beach, filling pie dishes with random items, making pies with magic
  • 30/03 celebrating the end of the world like it was NYE, some kind of alien-sent machine burning holes in and dismantling the sky
  • 27/04 war (again), multicoloured bruises that looked like flowers around someone's forehead, 'he will be very sensitive to honey now'
  • 28/04 went to club 77, met a guy from wagga wagga
  • 30/04 my left foot was a beehive
  • 27/05 'crush' brand silver clamshell phone with 2G, we were going to use it to 'crush the internet'

Books I've liked lately

  • What we see when we read — Peter Mendelsund
  • Mis documentos — Alejandro Zambra
  • Vernon Subutex Trilogy — Virginie Déspentes
  • El nervio óptico — María Gainza
  • Satin Island — Tom McCarthy
  • Marvelous Clouds - Toward a Philosophy of Elemental Media — John Durham Peters
  • Haven't been able to finish 3 books I started in the last 2 months.

cool song

  • https://youtu.be/O7qJQVCC298

SciFi movies that go hard

  • Proxima (2019)
  • Gravity (2013)
  • Ad Astra (2019)
  • Stoaway (2019)
  • The Martian (2015)
  • Fist Man (2018)
  • Apollo 13 (1995)
  • I.S.S. (2024)

hi

  • https://harm.work

dim

~| My Music |~

  • www.soundcloud.com/dimneon

www

  • are.na/a-nh
  • twitter.com/garliccore
  • letterboxd.com/anhs/
  • goodreads.com/khcl
  • instagram.com/a___nh/

reading

  • river of shadows, rebecca solnit
  • http://hastyca.1sthost.org/2014/06/tartine-bread-book-by-chad-robertson-online/?i=1
  • http://downloadbooks.live/1902/516062/books-s1s12106457s-1ss2s3b267359s-2sXIPXJIKBBDKGIKDF

Books (2020)

  • 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝:
  • Haruki Murakami - Killing Commendatore
  • Haruki Murakami - Norwegian Wood
  • 𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠:
  • Leonora Carrington - The Hearing Trumpet
  • https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/92967830-redza
  • www.pearlsonate.com
  • www.pearlsonate.net

music

  • kin leonn - shinrin-yoku (part ii)
  • august søren - twenty nineteen
  • phritz - long way home
  • baobab + haruka nakamura - kanata
  • analogue dear - obrecht
  • home with you by fka twigs
  • don't wish me well by solange
  • norman fucking rockwell by lana del rey
  • your best american girl by mitsky
  • this love by taylor swift
  • california by joni mitchell

i am

  • often missing
  • kneeling, feet flat
  • sun rising, away & abreast
  • an ampersand, the shape
  • you wanted to be
  • through me

animated russian little mermaid 1960

  • https://youtu.be/pCYkE5ouI88

che

exploring ASCII tools

  • https://textik.com/
  • http://asciiflow.com/
  • https://monodraw.helftone.com/
  • www.patorjk.com/software/taag/

listening to

  • radiohead - amnesiac
  • https://letterboxd.com/24hourdeli/

links

  • https://www.last.fm/user/lchungr
  • https://goodreads.com/lchungr
  • https://letterboxd.com/lchungr
  • https://bandcamp.com/lchungr
  • https://www.pi.fyi/u/_loegan

games

  • dota 2

Some songs

  • Runescape OST "Waterfall" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D-rLFtiS1JA
  • Holly Herndon "Fear, Uncertainty, Doubt" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8cHddLEL3sY
  • Hatsune Miku "Yuki" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HbRZjQYLqG8
  • OPN "Mutant Standard" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Be67Sb4S-ec

bird of the month: belted kingfisher

  • https://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/assets/photo/65764771-480px.jpg
  • Hour of the Wolf
  • Aquirre, The Wrath of God
  • L'Avventura
  • Class of Nuke 'Em High
  • Big Trouble in Little China
  • Point Break
  • The Art of Memory by Frances A. Yates just arrived in the mail

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words

  • fastidious
  • feckless
  • scrupulous
  • ostensibly
  • glib
  • artless
  • pithy
  • spurious
  • goad

ans

music !

  • https://soundcloud.com/anslofi
  • https://anssi.bandcamp.com/releases
  • The best month is October

recipes

  • https://www.bonappetit.com/recipe/chicken-and-rice-soup-with-garlicky-chile-oil

xyl

games im currently playing

  • https://i.imgur.com/PYyguj7.jpg

music

  • https://soundcloud.com/tealprocess
  • https://soundcloud.com/foil_music

Let us tell you about this leaf

  • moving around
  • underwater
  • a school
  • so beautiful

yeT

anything goes anything! (me & my folks)

  • https://ttto.cafe/gallery/images/face/s0rta_80bb9b.png
  • https://ttto.cafe/gallery/images/face/kait_b4177e.png
  • https://ttto.cafe/gallery/images/face/tristan_489cd7.png
  • https://ttto.cafe/gallery/images/face/sophie_ab8a0e.png
  • https://ttto.cafe/gallery/images/face/marcus_c08274.png
  • https://ttto.cafe/gallery/images/face/s0rta_g_6578f2.png

"we try everything"

  • every place is a good one to start: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxifisRFDtk
  • the big homie: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxaNZxiJcLs
  • simply superb: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT8xQ9GbY/
  • no daddies necessary: https://www.npr.org/2007/05/26/10474701/a-very-special-shark-gives-birth
  • hey mark: https://www.tiktok.com/@markhogben/video/7316537208821927173?_r=1&_t=8iXOP3dqjaE
  • catholic school stays for the gays: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxNs7O6zqbg&list=LL&index=12
  • ok maybe this daddy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPYJFpEuWE8
  • i'm my own boss: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wbfu39l0kxg
  • let's go chris: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wzyR_MWEGBU
  • these brits get a pass: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rdSlshLV9U&t=915s
  • brennan <3: https://soundcloud.com/dearhankandjohn/339-every-building-is-a-vehicle-w-brennan-lee-mulligan
  • Jitterbug Perfume
  • I Am A Strange Loop
  • The Secret Life of Bats

social media I somewhat use

  • 🐦 twitter
  • 🚲 slack
  • 🐘 mastodon/fediverse
  • ⛵️ secure scuttlebutt
  • 🖥 github
  • Tron: Legacy
  • Lead House

📚

  • a little life - hanya yanagihara
  • drive your plow over the bones of the dead - olga tokarozuk
  • norwegian wood - haruki murakami
  • 10 minutes 38 seconds in this strange world - elif shafak
  • the vanishing half - brit bennett

video

  • spinning washing machine
  • sleeping cats
  • spirring liquid
  • rescued baby seal
  • ibs treatment review

🕹 Favorite games 🕹

  • • Quake I
  • • BZFlag
  • • Quake III
  • • Doom II

books i liked an d u might like too

  • an anthology of concrete poetry, emmett williams
  • bluets, maggie nelson
  • all systems red, martha wells
  • a single man, christopher isherwood
  • a little life, hanya yanagihara

||||||| Kiyel verses |||||\

  • DOES KIYEL REALLY CARE?
  • YES, KIYEL CARES.
  • (...)
  • this is kanye west and fka twigs singing together which i played from my laptop and recorded with my phone https://soundcloud.com/heh_nik/tollensstraat-5/s-ucWmn

Okc

Awesome Gemini

  • gemini://feeds.drewdevault.com
  • gemini://glv.one
  • gemini://geminispace.info

Dope food places to try in NYC

  • Ichiran - Ramen
  • Baekjeong NYC - KBBQ
  • Soft Swerve - Ice Cream
  • Au Za'atar - Lebanese
  • https://www.instagram.com/your_park__

Best textures

  • lichen
  • pond algae
  • last scraps of wheatpaste poster
  • tostitos bag interior
  • egg crate
  • ferry's interior wall

things people have said to me recently

  • in my left eye i have the eyesight of a 60 yr old
  • i would look good in 1920s makeup
  • a stranger on hinge opened with a line about wanting to be my femboy pet
  • my voice sounds young on the phone
  • someone wondered if, as a sagittarius, do i make people cum
  • https://special.fish/myctophidae
  • poolside.fm
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpk2tdsPh0A
  • https://discord.gg/QhBpMX - say hi
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8jca8ZATfA
  • O
  • ...O
  • ......O
  • .........O
  • https://youtu.be/WEvsqspmnW4
  • ...............O

next up

  • korea
  • peru
  • switzerland

  • https://cutt.ly/YtU7lbE

things that often appear in my dreams

  • insects in my room
  • big insects
  • insects forming patterns together

Favorite kinds of therapy, in order

  • EMDR
  • Psychodynamic
  • Somatic
  • Gestalt
  • Cognitive Behavioral

contact

  • me@phantomwifi.com

continuing faivoret songs

  • fired up by cast zombies
  • another brick in the wall pt. 2
  • let it be

Quarantine To Do

  • Finishing Reading Akira
  • Indoor Workout Routine
  • Update Portfolio
  • Organize Mental Nonsense
  • Draw and Paint

zoe

Podcasts

  • reply all
  • the history of rome
  • welcome to nightvale

list

  • c̶a̶p̶r̶i̶c̶o̶r̶n̶ ̶4̶
  • v̶i̶r̶g̶o̶ ̶3̶
  • c̶a̶n̶c̶e̶r̶ ̶7̶
  • l̶i̶b̶r̶a̶ ̶3̶
  • t̶a̶u̶r̶u̶s̶ ̶1̶
  • p̶i̶s̶c̶e̶s̶ ̶4̶
  • l̶e̶o̶ ̶2̶
  • g̶e̶m̶i̶n̶i̶ ̶2̶ ̶
  • aries 5
  • s̶a̶g̶i̶t̶t̶a̶r̶i̶u̶s̶ ̶1̶
  • s̶c̶o̶r̶p̶i̶o̶ ̶2̶
  • a̶q̶u̶a̶r̶i̶u̶s̶ ̶1̶

running list of favorite emojis, 2021-present

  • (I was going to edit this list, but it holds up)
  • the desert island
  • the shooting star-in-a-box
  • any of the "not real" emojis that are in boxes are great
  • the bowling ball and pins
  • the fuzzy ant

jams

  • https://soundcloud.com/tooli/toolis-eqtv-mix
  • Other Minds: The Octopus and the Evolution of Intelligent Life by Peter Godfrey-Smith
  • tropic of cancer, henry miller
  • lysistrata, aristophanes
  • eve's hollywood, eve babitz
  • against interpretation, susan sontag

love

  • cracking knucles
  • echinacea
  • language key
  • potato yeast

doses of me on the internet

  • https://tealprocess.net/
  • https://www.are.na/yatu
  • Twitter.com/thecpe
  • Instagram.com/pourandspill

List of words I misspell almost everytime

  • Calendar as calander
  • Across as accross
  • Separate as seperate
  • Jewelry as jewelery
  • Tomorrow as tommorow
  • .
  • .
  • .
  • visit websitesite.kr/misspell/index.html

dates

  • march 13th 2016 - my cat passed away
  • march 14th 2020 - my grandma did too

~ (⠀(⠀(⠀( (( vunanga )) )⠀)⠀)⠀) ~

  • https://minnakikeru.com/ )) )⠀)⠀⠀) ~~~~~~~~~~
  • ~~~~~~~~ ( ⠀(⠀( (( http://annelaplantine.free.fr/
  • https://extra.resonance.fm/ )) )⠀)⠀⠀) ~~~~~~~~~
  • ~~~~~~~~~~ ( ⠀(⠀( (( https://kitchen-label.com/
  • http://panyrosasdiscos.net/our-releases/ ) )⠀) ~~~
  • ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ( ⠀(⠀( (( https://morsels.website/
  • https://xedh.org/doministiku/web/ ) ) )⠀)⠀⠀) ~~~
  • ~~~~~~~~~~~ ( ⠀(⠀( ( ( http://labelnetlabel.com/
  • https://fungjai.com/home ) )⠀)⠀⠀) ~~~~~~~~~~
  • ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ( ⠀(⠀( (( https://streetvoice.com/
  • https://archive.org/details/mimi ) ) )⠀)⠀⠀) ~~~~~
  • ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ( ⠀(⠀( ( ( http://yesnowave.com/

astriferous

  • https://www.crystalinks.com/12around1.html
  • http://alcatraz.work/when-where.html
  • http://sosrff.tsu.ru/?page_id=7
  • https://www.integrateddaniel.info/magick-and-the-brahma-viharas/
  • https://slatestarcodex.com/2014/07/30/meditations-on-moloch/
  • https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Heroic_Probability
  • https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Freedom_to_roam
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=amUjyRM6bQo

guilty pleasures

  • youtube
  • eating my skin
  • smell of armpit
  • eggs
  • swimming in pool with shoes on
  • alone showers

Amazon Reviews

  • "Useful for walks... meetings... or any other time you feel like Earth-based human communication is only oriented towards ego, fear, or money."
  • "It was wonderful to me, because the pages of that book were not pictures, but realities."

Favorite movies

  • The Good, the Bad and the Ugly
  • Terminator 2: Judgment Day
  • The Empire Strikes Back
  • Dumb and Dumber
  • Fatal
  • Yes I Am That Evangelion Fan
  • at sea
  • space oddity
  • child star
  • innoculate the innocuous
  • https://soundcloud.com/robert-holmes-7/please-send-money

/couples

  • << diet coke/cigarette >>
  • <<<<<< eye/eye >>>>>>
  • <<<<<< me/you >>>>>>
  • <<< merkel/erdogan >>>
  • big big Big sky
  • like my nights 10,hundred times
  • pissed and rigid, shiver, livid missing distant
  • daunting day
  • i love my life Like
  • Pacify
  • https://www.are.na/cory-arcangel/now-listening

📚

  • Lust and Wonder / Augesten Burroughs
  • How to Behave in a Crowd / Camille Bordas
  • This Bridge Will Not Be Gray / Dave Eggers
  • Toto's Apple / Mathieu Lavoie
  • Kafka Was The Rage / Antole Broyard

words to write definitions of

  • fear of periphery
  • relaxed and disciplined
  • useless care
  • vernacularity as practice of dwelling
  • location
  • rural epistemologies
  • unexpected
  • topophilia
  • continuity
  • comp(h)osting
  • elusive landscapes

Some tasks

  • [x] Find new home
  • [x] Land new job @ future city if residence
  • [x] Support spouse deliver baby
  • [x] Become parent
  • [x] Panic about parenthood
  • [x] Say a reluctant and emotional farewell to current collegues
  • [ ] Celebrate baby arrival and namegiving
  • [x] Pack our home in boxes
  • [x] Take boxes to new apartment
  • [x] Dive into new, unexplored depths of tiredness

resistances

  • sword: weak
  • gun: weak
  • fire: normal
  • electricity: normal
  • ice: resist
  • wind: resist
  • psychic: resist
  • nuclear: normal
  • holy: null
  • dark: reflect

sev

search / discover

  • https://search.marginalia.nu/
  • https://ooh.directory/
  • https://searchmysite.net/
  • https://wiby.me/
  • https://oldavista.com/

i like

  • candles
  • room temperature water
  • video games
  • orange lightbulbs

some happy objects

  • https://evy.garden/pics/smile1.jpg
  • https://evy.garden/pics/smile2.jpg

Just now

  • A small white dog playing on the carpet
  • Carpet: brown
  • M is sleeping
  • Silence in the space. Just the the sound of a ball being bitten. Calm/Energy
  • I can see a wood box in front of me. Its top is yellow
  • Love

eyedrops

  • refresh tears, green opaque bottle
  • sante fx neo, black asymmetric cap, clear circle shape container with black border
  • sante pc, pink liquid pink pentagon container with pink trapezoid cap

Television is destroying my ability to focus

  • to watch television.
  • I can't believe I normied out and watched Tiger King
  • Friend's mom
  • is in Ozark. Another show I loved. This used to be my books section where I hyped
  • The Assistant by Robert Walser
  • The Cheese and the Worms by Carlo Ginzberg

links

  • feb 12 ('20): seal cam! https://youtu.be/3A1Wi3sOy7g
  • feb 16: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1i0Z73mhwLyG9R8RKvLFm6NUSsdZeL8LVcOh3I0arWjA this essay (via http://celiahollander.com)
  • sep 5: https://www.raptitude.com/2017/06/want-more-time-get-rid-of-the-easiest-way-to-spend-it/ using socmedia like websites or w/e

album

  • Akiko Yano – Tadaima
  • Kate Bush – Hounds of Love
  • Pharaoh Sanders – Elevation
  • Ryuichi Sakamoto – Media Bahn Live
  • Lauryn Hill – The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill
  • BebeTune$ – Inhale C - 4 $$$$$
  • Petty Booka – Blue Lagoon
  • Bjork – Vulnicura
  • Jonathan Richman – Because Her Beauty Is Raw And Wild
  • Joanna Newsom – Have One On Me
  • Cocteau Twins – Heaven or Las Vegas
  • Babyfather – Cypher

what i'm doing today

  • 3/31/22 - feeling overwhelmed from work and having yerba mate for breakfast
  • 3/23/22 - recovering from an insane fever and processing that a year has passed
  • 3/23/21 - taking a dive into risk and eating udon stir fry

wes

things i read that i found important

  • how to do nothing by jenny odell
  • when things fall apart by pema chödrön
  • the creative tarot by jessa crispin
  • the end of manhood by john stoltenberg
  • the gifts of imperfection by brené brown
  • men and friendship by stuart miller

what

  • is
  • this

☔️

  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FkW1FX7cbxs
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0RDq5PKcN5g
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWfR00O_TZ8

Reading Fonts

  • Lexicon
  • Legato
  • Collis
  • Bradford
  • Stempel Garamond
  • Trinite
  • William Caslon
  • Armageddon

websites i want to make

  • avocado algorithm
  • zip my life
  • everything you touch is a balloon (made it: https://everything-you-do-is-a-balloon.glitch.me/)
  • a site with really elaborate styling, but most of the css is hidden in comments
  • a perfect sized site (made it: https://perfectsize.glitch.me/)
  • a wave simulator (made it: https://seawaves.glitch.me/)
  • Radix, A.A. Attanasio
  • Life: A User's Manual, Georges Perec
  • Enormous Changes at the Last Minute, Grace Paley
  • Psychomagic, Alejandro Jodorowsky
  • https://youtu.be/NYtthBBvNxY
  • https://youtu.be/Pav2f4b-1ZE

words intersection

  • living-document
  • unfolding spiral
  • wayfinding
  • desire-paths
  • question-paths
  • site-spirit
  • solar silence
  • question-gifting
  • fragmentary poem
  • a vision in a dream

nice journals

  • https://special.fish/pirl
  • https://special.fish/bubbles
  • https://special.fish/skwak
  • https://special.fish/natalie
...