im in other places too

• https://www.yourworldoftext.com/~japanoise/

Books 📒

• point and line to plane, wassily kandinsky
• mount analogue, rené daumal
• el camino del hardcore, goodiepal
• understanding media, marshall mcluhan
• problems of art, suzanne langer
• sketchbooks, n/a

I enjoy:

• forgotten things
• found obects
• constant visual stimulation

Dear students,

• As the teacher of this cours, I have power over you.
• I don't like that, but I cannot change it.
• What I *can* do is to hand over my most powerful tool of control: grading.
• You get to decide on your own grade in this course.
• Grades are bullshit anyway.
• I'd rather have my course be pass/fail.
• But I'm not allowed to do that.
• I'm tempted to just give everyone an 8/10 if you pass.
• But the grading system also has power over you and I cannot change that.
• So I decided to just leave it up to you.
• Not whether you pass, I decide that. But if you do the work, everyone passes.

Birds

• bird
• bird
• bird
• catching
• the air!

• happy by ferrel
• the beatles

ranking the pictures on my wall

• 6. the ocean one - its kinda cool i guess
• 5. my and my cousin - not my fav pic, didnt have many childhood pics to choose from
• 4. angel being - pretty cool ig
• 3. omori cast - makes me look like a nerd but i like it
• 2. dude carrying rock - yeaaaa he in hell yeaaaaaaa
• 1. flowers - yea its like a monet piece i think idk

i'm reading these rn

• Figures in Air, Micah Silver
• El túnel, Ernesto Sábato

• The Tao of Pooh
• The Te of Piglet

• sword grazing the cold air
• i am small
• in ipod dawn

last wine

• massa vecchia berace rosso di toscana / ★★★★ / 😗

ipod

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H64QG4UsrGI

haiku(s)

• strangers' silence breaks
• scents of coffee, worn paper
• friendship is then built
• - space -
• blistering sunshine
• the water brings refreshment
• in shade by the oak

mobility

• 60 bicep curls (actually) 1xday
• rows 1x/day
• rows but higher 1x/day (careful)
• table exercises (these suck)
• look at the shit you have saved on instagram to fix your fucked up joints idiot
• farmer carry?? (never. you don’t go on walks anymore)
• try not to cry in front of your hot physical therapist

• July

Lists

• This one
• One that doesn't exist yet
• Yours

Favorite Songs

• Hey, Soul Sister
• Jessie's Girl
• Stacy's Mom
• Mr. Brightside
• I Knew You Were Trouble

🖇

• https://howtosaveti.me/drawing/
• https://howtosaveti.me/essaying/at-Mu
• https://howtosaveti.me/essaying/in-Rome
• http://workshop.goodtimesbadtimes.club/
• https://kirstenspruit.github.io/README/

Drinks

• beer
• soju
• wine
• sparkling water
• ginger beer

• Days of the week (in order)
• Thursday
• Monday

Favorite HTML Tags

• <abbr>
• <ul>
• <title>
• <summary> & <details>
• <legend>

island is home to

• sand [...]
• shells [@@@]
• fish [>>>]
• water [~~~]
• rocks [ooo]
• plants [www]
• bugs [***]
• snakes [$$$]
• monkeys [???]
• birds [vvv]
• trees [YYY]
• wind [}}}]

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~地球内部~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

• ===============================
• ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀大陸地殻⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
• ----------------------------------------------------
• ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀海洋地殻⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
• - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
• ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 上部マントル ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀
• -⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀-⠀
• ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 下部マントル ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀
• - ⠀⠀-⠀ ⠀ -⠀ ⠀ -⠀ ⠀-⠀ ⠀-⠀ ⠀-⠀ ⠀-⠀ ⠀-
• ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ 外核 ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
• -⠀ ⠀⠀⠀-⠀⠀⠀ ⠀-⠀ ⠀⠀⠀-⠀ ⠀⠀⠀-⠀⠀ ⠀⠀-
• ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ 内核 ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

films

• ganja & hess, bill gunn
• the color purple, steven spielberg

Material Reality [eternal cycle of temporary duality]

• Time [simultaneous holographic and procedural manifestation]
• Affected Consciousness - False Ego
• Mind
• Intelligence
• Sound, Space, Hearing
• Touch, Air, Touching
• Form, Fire, Seeing
• Taste, Water, Tasting
• Smell, Earth, Smelling
• Speech, Hands, Feet, Reproduction & Elimination
• Total Cosmic Energy [unmanifested atomic soup] within this single atomic Universe (Billions of parallel Universes appear and disappear as morning dew)

10/9

• King's Kaleidoscope
• Anuja Kamat; thanks Adam Neely

• Architectural Intelligence
• Architecture Machine
• The Timeles Way of Building
• How Buildings Learn

favourite drinks

• ginseng energy drink from farmaroot
• heavenly horizon juice from booster juice
• dirty chai latte with oat milk from peet's
• green juice from freshii
• water

List of names I've given to pets

• Billy
• Ollie
• .
• .
• .
• visit https://websitesite.xyz/petnames/

• winter evening

lets talk !

• cuteprettysmartfunnygirl@gmail.com

+ books+films+text +

• Tim Ingold, Une brève histoire des lignes
• Silvio Lorusso, Entreprecariat
• Françoise Sagan, Des bleus à l'âme
• Rainer Werner Fassbinder, Roulette chinoise
• Jonathan Bourguignon, Internet, année zéro : De la Silicon Valley à la Chine, naissance et mutations du réseau
• Bruno Bachimont, Max Bonhomme, Loup Cellard, Anthony Masure, Kevin Donnot, Pierre-Damien Huyghe, Indra Kupferschmid, Jean-Noël Lafargue, Vivien Philizot, Fabrice Sabatier, Nicolas Thély, Technique & design graphique. Outils, médias, savoirs
• Claudia de la Torre, Questions Library Catalogue
• Takeshi Kitano, Sonatine
• Julien Gracq, La Maison
• Anthony Masure, Le design des programmes, des façons de faire du numérique
• Antoine Jobard, Atelier Panique
• Aki Kaurismäki, La fille aux allumettes

Books I hope I read this summer

• Life a User’s Manual by Georges Perec
• Primate Visions by Donna Haraway
• Sounding the Limits of Life by Stefan Helmreich
• Gathering Moss by Robin Wall Kimmerer
• Seeing Like a State by James C. Scott
• The Names by Don Delillo
• The Charisma Machine by Morgan Ames
• Entangled Life: How Fungi Make Our Worlds, Change Our Minds and Shape Our Futures by Merlin Sheldrake
• Rationalizing Culture: IRCAM, Boulez, and the Institutionalization of the Musical Avant-Garde by Georgina Born
• Energy Flash by Simon Reynolds
• The Peripheral by William Gibson

List of teeth

• 🦷
• tooth
• 🦷
• 🦷
• 🦷

• jurassic park, steven speilberg
• heat, michael mann
• lost in translation, sophia coppola

ribbons

• yotsuba & princesses (chapter 93) https://mangabuddy.com/yotsubato/chapter-93-yotsuba-and-princesses
• chinese knotting https://chineseknotting.org/
• ribbon knot (knot theory) https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Ribbon_knot_8_20.jpg
• sailor moon transformation sequence https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6HAHogcHFI
• mummy https://cdn.britannica.com/82/189882-050-839F26F7/mummy-Egyptian-child.jpg
• banderole (speech scroll) https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Strigel_-_The_Annunciation_to_Saint_Anne.jpg
• heraldric icons https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/Category:Lions_in_heraldry
• arche-writing https://iep.utm.edu/jacques-derrida/#SH3b
• tear-off flyers https://www.instagram.com/p/CJER0ueg-yq/
• paper shreddings https://www.amazon.ca/SENREAL-Shredder-Cutting-Portable-Stationery/dp/B01M664G6K?th=1
• ribbon shredders https://www.ebay.ca/b/ribbon-shredder/bn_7024924098
• caution tape https://www.instagram.com/p/CJGdbP6gBWu/

• WG Sebald, The Rings of Saturn
• Oswald Mathias Ungers: Morphologie: City Metaphors

Watching

• Parasite
• The Repair Shop
• QI
• Bon Appetit’s YouTube channel
• SB playing Death Stranding
• UNHhhh on YouTube

• I want to live life uprooted
• I want to live like I'm planted

my music

• https://watersilk.bandcamp.com/
• https://soundcloud.com/watersilk
• https://youtu.be/lkhuVKqzo-4

the social life of small urban spaces - whyte - 1988

• 渚アラモード by lamp

Inventory

• a battery-powered brass lantern (broken)
• a can of Frobozz Magic Grue Repellent (empty)

What I've been up to

• Writing code
• Studying
• Playing basketball
• Working a lot

My Favorite Albums

• DAMN. -Kendrick Lamar
• Flower Boy - Tyler the Creator
• Static Age - the Misfits
• Ye - Kanye West
• Salad Days -Mac Demarco
• In Tongues - Joji
• Ballads 1 - Joji
• 2 - Mac Demarco
• The Human Condition - Jon Bellion
• Srgt. Peppers Lonely Hearts Club - The Beatles

D' Sign of Design

• https://brandstandards.hermanmiller.com/
• https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Notes_on_the_Synthesis_of_Form
• https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/How_Buildings_Learn

My favorite toys

• Airy
• Gunslinger
• Limy
• Lemi
• Silia
• Navi
• spaceshe
• Trains
• Scaels

Favorite writers

• Petco
• Icee1
• Cafe20
• J Kid
• Lot 29
• Surf BKF

List of Girl Names

• Esther
• Clover
• Ashley
• Abigail
• Constanze
• Hope
• Sunday
• Judy
• Holly
• Lucy
• Dawn
• Sonya....

Like

• K-pop

• https://youtu.be/kXm9g5gUdHA

• https://prescribedavibe.bandcamp.com/track/im-here

Lazy recipe

• 1. clean (don't peel) heavy, firm sweet potato(es) - they should all be about the same size
• 2. prick the tops a few times with a fork
• 3. place directly on oven rack, with some space between each one - a cookie sheet or something can go on the lowest rack, to protect the oven from drips
• 4. set temperature to 450 and bake until your kitchen smells rly nice, some liquid is oozing out of the pricked places ~half an hour? longer? depends how big they are
• 5. turn off oven and let everything cool a for at least ~20 min
• this is the best thing

Pets

• Artemis - cat - recently found out she likes her but patted and now this is all she wants in the whole world
• Morpheus - cat - Big sleepy boy - likes lying in the sun and all tall spots

options

• teaching
• japanese breakfast
• start something, slowly
• grift

• Shock & Awe

• https://song.link/us/i/1479455739
• https://song.link/us/i/1227860275

• I like the 'I love shopping' poems by Ren Cook
• http://www.glowormpress.com/i-love-shopping

• https://glitch.com/@zyumbik
• https://figma-fun.glitch.me/

current interests

• data visualisations
• cooking
• cannabis
• russian authors

My favourite bird is Andrew Bird

• Why? (live @ The Guthrie Theatre) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rZBoZ0sUT3k
• Feat. Zach Galifianakis https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lo9rXMK5k-w
• Weather Systems (full album) https://youtu.be/1F98lC2QMTo
• Tiny Desk https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGAzPtwUJJU
• Imitosis https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnXCzFnkxtY

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eUDuR5O5T6o
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=enEeLku_OEM

reading

• pits of hell - ebisu yoshikazu
• a journal of the plague year - daniel defoe

• The party never ends

• September

contact

• nol1ght@protonmail.com

• i am many things,
• maybe links and everything i've clicked are things i'm made of
• but that includes links i liked, links i didn't like, links i couldn't even access,
• links i willingly clicked, links i felt forced to click, links i ignored, links all around me,
• links i saw around...anyway, i'm just saying
• i can't answer this question. yeah i know it's not a question

lovely words

• scerla
• gossamer
• paraphernalia
• asunder
• perestroika
• vespertine

• we celebrate New Year's Eve on the last day of the year, then say "Happy New Year" at midnight. Please join me in celebrating Old Year's Eve on the last day of June, and saying "Happy Old Year" at midnight when the year is older than it is new

• Whatever happens. Whatever what is is is what I want. Only that. But that.
• (Galway Kinnell, "prayer")

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5QnXOsnukgo
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWPRHqptlVU
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kOxv_0hKYok
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLHOeCK3QBI
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Elz6qd1eoLI
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHd14wzDs8U

• https://care-tags.org
• https://www.irunfar.com/
• https://special.fish/cmyk

🔭 i'm looking for

• professional amateurs
• fun facts
• indie web
• open science
• digital witchcraft

...

• What's All the Fuss About? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qxbvFILLlWo
• I Am Disappeared https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Je6YnLNpL0
• Boom, Blast and Ruin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0h44C-hObtY
• Heart's All Gone https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CuNSn1z6ric
• Hairline Fracture https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AiCRDihbsCY

✨️

• https://www.analogmuseum.org/english/
• http://www.daysyn.com/Types-of-Syn.html
• https://principiadiscordia.com/book/1.php
• https://tilde.town/~coriander/jot/
• https://phrontistery.info/
• https://annas-archive.org/
• https://echoecho.com/html.htm
• http://gentle.earth/
• https://newpipe.net/

Epics

• 🏜️🥀🕴🏿
• 👁️💘🐈
• 🏺⛲🛹
• ✨🧿🧸

words i spell wrong the most

• psycho
• restaurant
• nausea

• https://fehrenbacher.bandcamp.com

• https://sakidream.bandcamp.com/track/--67

• travels with charlie, john steinbeck
• a walk in the woods, bill bryson
• snow crash, neal stephenson
• the left hand of darkness, ursula k le guin

Music

• https://youtu.be/lxdYQvLeBKk
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_QydNXI_ok
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETg3RihjyTA&list=PLJCJ4ZrE5JU7O5WXsfyQYmBFQTgh5O2Ku&index=9&t=0s
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JupRNSeEpGA&list=PLJCJ4ZrE5JU4vIJomvT--KYbvYy2jJprL&index=8&t=0s
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kS6yfb36Ph4&list=LLUdNi4TVdao9-bmHsZH-Acg&index=38&t=0s
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIq1LvzSLsk

Books

• ta eis heauton

things i sort of kind of really like

• ✿ home videos
• ✿ the moon
• ✿ the number 4
• ✿ how you never know the last snowfall is the last while it's happening
• ✿ oral history archives
• ✿ hands
• ✿ when eyes are browsing something and they kinda linger but then move slightly
• ✿ shadows
• ✿ photos of 1970s dinner party food
• ✿ detective boards
• ✿ seeing someone's room for the first time
• ✿ lists

Fun to explore

• https://codepen.io/quasimondo/full/PZmKXo
• https://www.flickgame.org/
• colornames.org

• https://www.instagram.com/your_park__

artists

• Abandoned Pools [alternative rock]
• My Bloody Valentine [shoegaze]
• Haircuts For Men [vapourwave]
• Mass of the Fermenting Drugs [jap alternative rock]
• Nujabes [hip-hop, jazz, etc]
• Aphasia [taiwanese post rock band]

other films

• Ghost World
• Trees Lounge
• Knives Out
• Dunkirk

• i am happier
• with who i am
• with you

List of words I misspell almost everytime

• Calendar as calander
• Across as accross
• Separate as seperate
• Jewelry as jewelery
• Tomorrow as tommorow
• .
• .
• .
• visit websitesite.kr/misspell

♩

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FhwdlNG_wl0
• https://drive.google.com/file/d/10-zN6ba3e7ABkomcCus4PYotVjXUqqqu/view?usp=sharing
• https://drive.google.com/open?id=0Bz6z_ATAicL7MnRYaTAzSHd5Y2s

Videos that are good

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M34eHMiJu5o

dreams

• june 2 i had so many but remember nothing
• june 3 i was at a dance shop buying pointe shoes
• june 5 i was giving a presentation at school but i wasnt sure what the presentation was about so i kept giggling into the microphone while several people brought me flowers
• june 7 nightmare
• june 9 i was in space trying to hold my breath but i was breathing in cosmic poisons
• june 11 melatonin freak dreams
• november 10 no dreams bc i had to pee TWICE in the night
• november 11 pete davidson wanted to get matching calico critters with me

Black women

• saidiya hartman
• audre lorde
• octavia butler
• simone browne
• kameelah janan rasheed

• Cat's Cradle

things i like

• - macros
• - cassettes v nice
• - friends r nice too
• - mate (addiction) update: no longer addicted. update: hello... i am addicted again

books i'm loosely reading

• Area X Series

drop a line

• https://guest.garden/kirk

&lt;3

• angels with ballet boots

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IqgFbQEnbGI
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNUHo85IezM&list=LLJiW1fu84ct8uf8LjI9Zf9g&index=99
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBvlKY3PQo0

# me

• discord: reid#0001
• mail: hi [at] reid.cat
• https://twitter.com/reidd
• https://www.instagram.com/reidshh/

Horological Prayer

• slow fury of a snail
• clepsydra
• MP3s

best youtube videos to watch this week

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1T-KwLkKvJE
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_e7EhTJQLU
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_GgSC5ufwc
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7Rfdovx1mo

About me

• ✉✉✉✉✉
• krillingandjamming@gmail.com
• ✉✉✉✉✉
• 20 ❂ 08/04 ♌︎
• ✮✮✮✮✮
• Studying Art History and Anthropology
• Hobbies: Drawing, crafting, journaling, collecting, finding things on the street
• ✮✮✮✮✮

• favorite months: May, October

✉

• springdreamno.1@gmail.com

🕸 Posts to Fan the Flames of the Web — Part 1 🕸

• • https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Personal_web_page
• • https://hedgehogreview.com/issues/the-human-and-the-digital/articles/tending-the-digital-commons
• • https://thecreativeindependent.com/people/laurel-schwulst-my-website-is-a-shifting-house-next-to-a-river-of-knowledge-what-could-yours-be/
• • http://luckysoap.com/statements/handmadeweb.html
• • http://art.teleportacia.org/observation/vernacular/
• • http://contemporary-home-computing.org/vernacular-web-2/
• • http://contemporary-home-computing.org/prof-dr-style/
• • https://justinjackson.ca/words.html
• • https://blog.neocities.org/blog/2013/05/28/making-the-web-fun-again.html
• • https://dev.to/quii/the-web-i-want-43o
• • https://stackingthebricks.com/how-blogs-broke-the-web/
• • https://www.normadesign.it/log/web-design-allorigine-del-web

Because it's on my brain

• A Guide For Prospective Tea Monks: Inspired by Becky Chamber's Monk & Robot Series
• https://peacefulrevolutionary.substack.com/p/a-guide-for-prospective-tea-monks
• Writing At The Speed Of Thought
• https://stevenberlinjohnson.com/writing-at-the-speed-of-thought-21dfb7f689e4
• Summary of Key Rules of Typography
• https://practicaltypography.com/summary-of-key-rules.html
• Untranslatable (Idioms from various languages)
• https://untranslatable.co/pages/explore
• How To Speak Honeybee
• https://www.noemamag.com/how-to-speak-honeybee/
• Just think: The challenges of the disengaged mind
• https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4330241/

favorite songs

• snake charmer tryhardninja
• beliva
• follow me by tryhardninja
• have it all my jason maraz
• thunder
• shut up and dance
• high hopes
• victorius
• try by colbie calea
• try by pink
• bonefire heart
• ask me how i know

Books (Favorites)

• Moby Dick - Herman Melville
• Le Ton beau de Marot - Douglas Hofstadter
• Thinking in Systems: A Primer - Donella Meadows
• His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
• Cosmicomics - Italo Calvino
• Autonauts of the Cosmoroute - Julio Cortázar and Carol Dunlop

Birds

• Belted Kingfisher
• American Woodcock
• Oystercatcher
• American Kestrel
• Common Yellowthroat
• Brown Thrasher

• https://soundcloud.com/gangstagibbs/education-feat-yasiin-bey

this is you

• https://bit.ly/2GYvzX1

And

• Yet
• I
• Know
• I
• Will
• Tomorrow

THOZ/WHO/SR/PW-PB/HRUF/HREU

• PH*P/E*/TPH*/TK*/E*/S*/S*
• TEUL/TKE
• A/KWRA-FPL

• https://vimeo.com/398329024/a39044cc81?fbclid=IwAR08EIN6oieV0GYwgsZgAgRNTj6EvsmraIytB5lBe_JIwMnRED-NjupPqbQ

• Punch-Drunk Love, PTA

darkroom notes [all second from left enlarger with the current bulb]

• obaba living room: 0C 50M 50Y; 19secs; f11
• most computer prints: 0C 50M 50Y; 33secs; f11
• manzanar plate: 0C 50M 50Y; 25secs; f11
• easter dinner: 0C 45M 40Y; 13secs; f11; high contrast developer
• poston press building: 0C 62M 67Y; 24secs; f8
• home search [darker one]: 0C 50M 38Y; 15secs; f11
• ^same for family tree
• mentaiko: 0C 50M 50Y; ~15secs [pale]; f11
• obaba's lamp: 0C 70M 70Y; ~20secs; f11
• kyoto menu [food]: 0C 50M 35Y; 16secs; f16

things i've done

• made a virtual tour of my houseplants: https://justus.ws/misc/plant-tour
• built a website on a Raspberry Pi: http://pi.justus.ws
• migrated my personal site to github pages: https://www.justus.ws/tech/deploying-eleventy-to-github-pages/

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-Slc8qhwiU&t=64s

what am i doing today?

• 1/5/21 - seeing everything as language and reflection into my past
• 1/4/21 - reopening lightshine chamber and feeling dumb for not knowing biology
• 1/3/21 - writing a song is like writing a story and drawing a still life in my room
• 1/1/21 - reading about labyrinths and sudden obsession with graph theory
• 12/25/20 - dressing up in vintage lace and reading 'alchemy & mysticism'
• 12/23/20 - cuddling cute bunny plushie and action puzzle game hotpot night
• 11/17/20 - taking big chances and procedural material editing
• 11/16/20 - rendering, video games and korean food
• 11/15/20 - point clouds and 3D scanning with depth camera
• 11/14/20 - roblox music festival and long naps
• 11/13/20 - giving up on a romance but maybe not
• 11/12/20 - dreaming of moss and wanting to travel to europe

books i read recently

• that wild country - mark kenyon
• diary of an oxygen thief - anonymous
• f*ck feelings - michael bennett & sarah bennett

• O Lucky Man, Lindsay Anderson
• Things To Do In Denver When You’re Dead, Gary Fleder
• Prometheus, Ridley Scott
• Privilege, Peter Watkins
• Performance, Nicholas Roeg
• Prince of Darkness, John Carpenter

Punzadas de cuarentena

• Quiero ver a mis padres, mi hermano, mis sobrinas.
• Darle un abrazo largo a mi abuela.
• Poder ayudar más a aquellos que están cerca de mí.
• Ser más generoso con mi atención.
• No tener tanta pereza del inicio.

paper

• Los detectives salvajes - Roberto Bolano
• Returning to Earth - Jim Harrison
• A Partial History of Lost Causes - Jennifer Dubois
• The Flamethrowers - Rachel Kushner
• Jagannath - Karin Tidbeck
• How to be both - Ali Smith

recently

• oyster research
• made some milk bread
• cocktails with my friends
• spontaneous outings with Piper

books i liked an d u might like too

• an anthology of concrete poetry, emmett williams
• bluets, maggie nelson
• all systems red, martha wells
• a single man, christopher isherwood
• a little life, hanya yanagihara

thoughts atm

• what i have been baking :
• cinnamon rolls, soft breads, crusty breads
• //
• date of last cry :
• last tuesday i watched Mommy (2014)

Bad habits

• Biting my nails
• Picking my nose
• Checking twitter
• Thinking about v2 before finishing v1

"most used phrases"

• fuck
• ah! fuck, shit my bad
• you have got to be fucking my uncle right now
• just kidding
• FUCK
• yea, no

better than sex

• freshly caught Chesapeake blue crab cooked in cheap beer and old bay
• a perfectly cooked egg and some perfectly toasted toast
• loading & unloading your own Pentax k1000
• singing a song in harmony with a friend
• a kiln coming down to room temperature
• starting a fire in early winter
• crossing items off to-do lists
• settling into a new home
• floating in the ocean
• another day clean
• self care

it is a beautiful life

• Robbie Basho // Orphans lament- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mFjkdjb7WNs
• Moondog // Do your thing - https://open.spotify.com/track/50MSzc5s06pvW70xkg2Lto?si=-UyBKSdQRtCXy5iSvbolsQ
• Tom Waits // Fawn - https://open.spotify.com/track/5xoCVrmLRkvD5kcpLQxCGZ?si=t2cdGULORCCTxd7i95viKg
• Alice Coltrane // Govinda Jai Jai - https://open.spotify.com/track/09IKRwPeAYjmX1iABuP6fn?si=1UYpkadxRFmZv4zLvP6wlA
• Pharoah Sanders // Love is Everywhere - https://open.spotify.com/track/4IIxBK0L8uj7viwxhmuSc4?si=zokozEnPQLeH9x-AvdTSjw
• David Darling & The Wulu Bunun // Mataisah-hik Sagan - https://open.spotify.com/track/5RNCCJGehbv2kYF9S3L709?si=VvptWYXBTuWj--1jNPC1Ug
• Scene from Let's Get Lost - https://youtu.be/WGj320rU1A8

Awesome hardware

• Pine64 https://pine64.com/
• Purism https://puri.sm/

• I record music under the name Even Beams
• http://www.evenbeams.com

• twitter.com/syrup0

• supermodernism - hans ibelings

anything goes anything! (me & my folks)

• https://ttto.cafe/gallery/images/face/s0rta_80bb9b.png
• https://ttto.cafe/gallery/images/face/kait_b4177e.png
• https://ttto.cafe/gallery/images/face/tristan_489cd7.png
• https://ttto.cafe/gallery/images/face/sophie_ab8a0e.png
• https://ttto.cafe/gallery/images/face/marcus_c08274.png
• https://ttto.cafe/gallery/images/face/s0rta_g_6578f2.png

Likes

• Bedroom
• Firemen
• Laundry
• Tomato pasta
• Hoji tea

Treasures

• A jewel-encrusted egg
• A crystal trident
• A crystal skull

Scary things done recently

• Participating in a rustlings bug report before actually completing rustlings

facts about me

• i only have 3 bottom incisors because two of them merged
• i used to work in the reptiles section in singapore zoo
• i don't know how to pronounce my last name

• Fatal
• Yes I Am That Evangelion Fan

&lt;3

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjtDUnqDe48&list=PL67yAwywaqBJp7AlWbLXPEx_-cHiFyNyC&index=3
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ofcxg7uio-E
• http://www.hen2hen.com/
• http://math.ucr.edu/home/baez/numbers/index.html#24
• https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_psychic_abilities

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=miwDHtFej9w
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iskjfub6FSs
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=otOiHGDlaPA

Projects I started but didn't finish or failed

• A plataform game on godot
• A travel blog
• An interior design blog
• Making lofis
• Selling altered classical art pieces
• A bunch of poems and short stories - too many to count
• A zine
• Data science class
• College lol - half sociology degree

• anything about net art.. but if you call yourself a 'net artist' in 2020 you are a clown
• Future Mutation: Technology, Shanzai and the Evolution of Species
• book that exists in my head thats a museum quality catalog of counter strike custom gamemode maps (surf, zombie escape, etc)

📎

• https://brutalist.report/
• https://dialecticalbehaviortherapy.com/

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekC_j9HPIqQ&list=PLqr6LQuRhPLc6X00QBgFcYO6TsR7__Frv&index=35&t=0s
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fekWiU3K_e0&list=FLpnfcrn3Ijp7z6AqnGxhHvw&index=135&t=0s
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lBeiuhb36RY&list=FLpnfcrn3Ijp7z6AqnGxhHvw&index=137
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6Yt6PqPOBI&list=FLpnfcrn3Ijp7z6AqnGxhHvw&index=181
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D7aYjRl_6Zw&list=FLpnfcrn3Ijp7z6AqnGxhHvw&index=226
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pXI0HcC1VRk&list=FLpnfcrn3Ijp7z6AqnGxhHvw&index=229

• beware of pity - stefan zweig
• new dark age - james bridle
• neuromancer - william gibson
• the small dog other - brian blomerth
• dressing - michael deforge
• lint - chris ware

If i built me a website

• Tutorial https://httpoetics.glitch.me/
• Just like this one https://www.watching-grass-grow.com/
• Or like this one https://liuleslie.github.io/index.html
• This would be cool https://nicochilla.com/
• And its inspirations https://nicochilla.com/ideas-for-this-website/
• More research to read https://www.sheafitz.com/website
• My temp site https://sdnotes.com/glue

Most common nouns in English

• time
• person
• year
• way
• day
• thing
• man
• world
• life
• hand
• part
• child

• kamikaze girls

• https://youtu.be/ITpDrdtGAmo

♠︎

• M. Walker "Why We Sleep"
• F. Dostoevsky "Idiot"

Listening To....

• Lots and lots of Hiroshi Yoshimura
• Katy Perry - Firework (Entire Album)
• I'm A GRL you can hold IRL - ML Buch
• Rosalia
• Cigarettes After Sex

Admiring

• http://lizziemalcolm.com/
• https://gemmacope.land/
• https://sambaldwin.info/
• https://nicksherman.com/
• http://www.youwouldlovethis.com/
• http://thisblows.uk/

❀‿❀

• thepeoplescdc.org
• https://thesicktimes.org/
• https://circlethrice.com/the-cancer-grimoire/

Sci-Fi

• Arena, Frederic Brown

June 2020 was about

• Writing more on https://telegram.substack.com
• Learning to take better notes
• Obsessing with sewing
• Dyeing some fabrics with tumeric and blueberries
• Trying audio books
• Being interviewed by @tjalve for Naive Weekly
• Cooking *the best* cannelones
• Joining the Portuguese Women in Tech book club
• Listening to my second Alice Phoebe Lou concert (this time from my living room)

Recipes

• https://www.notion.so/pdrrr/Recipes-2b1e2827e5d54d1eaf873791b8bd8ffd

Things to do:

• Sleep
• Eat
• Listen to music
• etc...

• Manuel for cleaning women, Lucia Berlin

• https://www.are.na/brian/_inbox-xx-0dfpbeuy

bird of the month: belted kingfisher

• https://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/assets/photo/65764771-480px.jpg

Stuff

• https://onbeing.org/programs/ocean-vuong-a-life-worthy-of-our-breath-2022/

music

• ethel cain might be able fix me
• https://soundcloud.com/preciousmetalsradio/endgame-nikita-22nd-of-january-2020
• https://soundcloud.com/neo_petal/drive-through-car-wash-united-in-flames-2562019

cool song

• https://youtu.be/O7qJQVCC298

• https://open.spotify.com/track/5SUkmhnfVhIP7ACkB9S2ZW?si=T14kPLM6TteklmYry73Uhg

👾 High Scores

• Bubble Bobble :: 3.318.030
• Fire Attack (Game & Watch) :: 1.792
• N.Y. Captor :: 7.901.200 (Spot 101, Life 25)
• Pnickies :: 75.950
• Puzzle Bobble :: 22.419.690
• Puzzle Bobble 3 :: 21.709.220
• Sea Battle :: 2.440
• Tecmo World Cup '90 :: 4-1 (7th game)

music

• skee mask - routine https://iliantape.bandcamp.com/track/routine

Favorite Albums of 2021

• Chemtrails Over The Country Club - Lana Del Rey
• 333 - Tinashe
• CINEMA - The Marías
• Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land - MARINA
• Planet Her - Doja Cat
• Life Support - Madison Beer

bets

• the call
• the marriage
• the call #2
• the hair
• the election

Books

• The Brothers Lionheart/Astrid Lindgren
• A bolsa amarela/Lygia Bojunga Nunes
• Bonobono/Ikarashi Mikio

abandonned or deleted social media accounts

• 👽 deviantart
• 👾 irc
• 💀 orkut
• 🔉 myspace
• 🤮 facebook
• 🗺 couchsurfing
• 🖼 fffound
• 👩🏼‍🎤 tumblr
• ↕️ reddit
• 📷 flickr
• 🍣 glitch
• 🍱 the other glitch

🖌 Phrases & Words

• psychomatician
• water box
• strophic form
• lancets
• ululating
• faceless fish
• whiskbroomed a couple of licks
• mudlarks
• Juniper Station
• Purple Owl Canyon
• surjection
• smoothbore

other dwellings

• https://princesszelda.tumblr.com/
• https://www.are.na/e-v-h_dooul4oxu/4scw7cpayta

tao

• the way does not act,
• yet nothing is left undone

🌻

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2MV-x924KA&t=17s
• https://designeverywhere.tumblr.com/
• https://www.itsnicethat.com/illustration
• https://cargo.site/Graphic-Design
• https://yalegraphicdesign.tumblr.com/
• https://vimeo.com/illo

"we try everything"

• every place is a good one to start: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxifisRFDtk
• the big homie: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxaNZxiJcLs
• simply superb: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT8xQ9GbY/
• no daddies necessary: https://www.npr.org/2007/05/26/10474701/a-very-special-shark-gives-birth
• hey mark: https://www.tiktok.com/@markhogben/video/7316537208821927173?_r=1&_t=8iXOP3dqjaE
• catholic school stays for the gays: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxNs7O6zqbg&list=LL&index=12
• ok maybe this daddy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPYJFpEuWE8
• i'm my own boss: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wbfu39l0kxg
• let's go chris: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wzyR_MWEGBU
• these brits get a pass: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rdSlshLV9U&t=915s
• brennan <3: https://soundcloud.com/dearhankandjohn/339-every-building-is-a-vehicle-w-brennan-lee-mulligan

• I like April.

• https://www.amazon.com/David-Hammons-Bliz-aard-Afterall-Books/dp/184638186X

nourishing

• long showers
• focused reading time
• quiet mornings alone
• cooking in a clean kitchen

❕ it warms my heart

• when people says something reminds them of me or when they call me funny for whatever reason
• when i eat something that i was craving for, usually my favorite food which are: guioza, vatapá and tacacá
• when i lay at my bed right after a long and tiring day after i take the coldest shower
• when i finish a playlist i spent hours working on

fav month

• May

poem

• slategrey
• peru
• yellowgreen
• goldenrod

watching

• the entire farocki filmography
• eldridge cleaver, black panther (1971) dir. william klein
• best of 2020 so far: the woman who ran dir. hong sang-soo

🌙 to think about y(wh)ou

• meu talismã by iza
• um amor puro by djavan
• violet by daniel caesar
• sugar by brockhampton
• peach by kevin abstract

top smells

• bottom of dogs foot
• freshly baked bread
• someone peeling orange
• rose
• my mom
• sunscreen

ether

• https://instagram.com/hvnwrd
• https://twitter.com/hvnwrd
• https://hvnwrd.tumblr.com

• Mahogany
• Oak
• Walnut
• Grain
• Veneer
• Route

i'm also here

• http://soundcloud.com/alo-sound
• http://plug.dj/arritmia

plant graveyard

• monstera deliciosa
• pennywort
• aloe
• rubber tree
• aglaonema
• pothos + babies
• shungiku
• mitsuba
• lettuces

Listening

• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWrrovmA0cg
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUpVmanYaNU
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bplVHFl6GSw

songs on repeat

• Aseul – Bye Bye Summer
• Christine McVie – Love Will Show Us How
• Jessica Pratt – This Time Around
• The Cranberries – Dreams
• Stevie Nicks – Bella Donna
• Cocteau Twins – Fotzepolitic
• Jeff Buckley & Elizabeth Fraser – All flowers in time bend towards the sun

• "
• when i was very young, i asked baba what drowning felt like, and he said not everything feels like something else.
• "
• DROWN, angie sijun lou

we must descriptive, but never describe

• It Wasn't a Dream it was a Flood - with Frank Stanford: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPS1tXOvoC8
• Michael Coles's Torque at 2:10 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AkZWAftJfxs&list=LLIWYlaeT1FH7ySgjQBjneDQ&index=2&t=0s
• Ballad of the Irish Horse - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wuI9qyEBWSM&list=LLJlIiS32joR4i7vQWDjEUtw&index=10&t=0s
• Chinggis khaanii Magtaal - Batzorig Vaanchig: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_5yt5IX38I
• R.A.P. Ferreira on "Bob's Son" - https://youtu.be/iFeIZe4SG5s
• DAGOTHWAVE - youngscrolls: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iR-K2rUP86M
• Stabat Mater - Windborne Singers: https://youtu.be/PH3eUSPvWX8

• https://timecube.2enp.com/

Stuff that waits and waits and waits

• - Turn opened tabs into notes
• - Move notes to some sane place
• - Cleanup notes

Reading

• Mortal Engines by Stanisław Lem
• The Carrier Bag of Fiction by Ursula K. Le Guin
• Killing Commendatore by Haruki Murakami
• Norse Mythology by Neil Gaiman
• The Fifth Season by N.K. Jemisin
• The Curse of Xanadu https://www.wired.com/1995/06/xanadu/

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• under here looks like subway's logo