books which made my this year (in disorder)

• lisa Robertson's magenta soul whip and Lisa's generative form
• where I am allowed to sit for one more day, and this is an endless wonder by j, for being partners in growth
• Anarchy in a manner of speaking by David Graeber because finally play is freedom,
• a handbook of disappointed fate by anne boyer
• the argonauts by maggie nelson and in general Maggie's modality of life-writing
• imaginative bodies, dialogues in performance practices by guy cools
• electric brine as a fluid body of work
• notes on mother tongues by mirene arsanios for bringing me, and down, for grounding me
• reading/feeling by if I cant dance I won't be part of your revolution for giving me affect
• cookie! by jan verwoert because of Rotterdam
• the pleasure in drawing by jean-luc nancy cause I can now reclaim pleasure in practice
• dictee by Theresa hak kyung cha because its everything