i thought about what i would write here in my head and let it roll around and get lost before i dragged myself out of bed. im in a hole where everytime i sleep i wake up feeling worse. i still lay down with optimism. some days it breaks me. i know i just need to go on more walks but its winter and its cold and i dont want to be cold. i think about doing laps in the house, but the thought is terrifying. i thought maybe i could make it fun by walking really slow and trying to notice things i hadn't noticed before but i think it would just make me want to clean and then the whole day would be gone.


  • https://soundcloud.com/houseum/premiere-stones-taro-after-high-scuffed-recordings?in=th1rdm1nd/sets/2019-highlights
  • https://soundcloud.com/user-856905064/drippin-gain-5?in=th1rdm1nd/sets/2019-highlights


  • Men and Apparitions - Lynn Tillman
  • Jung
  • Teju Cole


  • i like a lot of them but always forget their names
  • there's a brazilian or agentinian one with ossos or os in the name and it roughly translates to light after the storm but i can't find it or figure it out
  • if you know let me know


  • https://kkovacs.net/
  • https://www.instagram.com/th1rdm1nd/
  • https://th1rdm1nd.tumblr.com/
  • https://soundcloud.com/th1rdm1nd
  • https://www.are.na/th1rdm1nd
  • I like the 'I love shopping' poems by Ren Cook
  • http://www.glowormpress.com/i-love-shopping