mila

21/11/2024: I have a chemistry test today, the first test of the testweek. Obviously I'm not prepared because who even prepares for tests anymore. Atleast next to none of my friends or classmates. I'm sure I'm going to fail this one but I think the rest will be alright. I still have three hours to kill before I have to take it anyway. I'm not going to study now because I'm too nervous for that, even if I really should look into titrations because I seriously have no idea how that works. And I should've looked back into quadratic formulas because I totally forgot how that works too. Look at my preparations, man, terrible. It's like this every testweek but I manage to not completely fail everything every time and I've managed to pass five years like this. So. I'll be fine, I suppose. I've been looking into where I want to live when I'm older because no way that I am staying here. I've been thinking Sydney or Seoul, or just something completely random like Romania. Bucharest is very cheap! Much cheaper than any city in the Netherlands. And Sydney and Seoul are both really pricy. Oh, or Montevideo. Looks and sounds nice, good weather, cheap, and I take Spanish now so I'm learning the language too. Lots of options. But first I have to look into what I want to study in university. I went to some presentations of a few majors recently. It's annoying because I really want to do something on the more 'artsy' side, no sciences, but sciences are very useful and everything that isn't science is basically useless. Of course it's not that black and white but it kind of feels that way, especially if I want to live in a different country. But I have a lot of time to choose anyway. Alright, I'm going to stop yapping now before I fill this entire page with crap on my first entry.

jeff buckley songs

  • The Other Woman - Studio Outtake - 1993
  • Don't Let The Sun Catch You Cryin'

to read

  • Wuthering Heights - Emily Brontë
  • Autobiography of Red: A Novel in Verse - Anne Carson
  • The Tatami Galaxy - Tomihiko Morimi
  • Tosca - Maud Vanhauwaert
  • Het smelt - Lize Spit
  • De Aanslag - Harry Mulisch
  • The Vegetarian - Han Kang