-- six. he/him. coyotesixed@proton.me -- i want to remember the creative magic the internet gave me when i was a kid. feel free to email me if we share interests. . . ' . , . ' + + .-'''''-. .' `. + . ________|| ___ : : | / || . '___ ____/ \ : : ||. _/ || ||\_______/ \ / \ : _/| : `|| __/ ,.|| || \ / , ' . \ : =/_/ : |'_______ || || || . \ | \__`._/ | .' ___| \__ \\|| ||... , \ l|, ' ( / ,|...-' \ ' , __\||_//___ ___|____ \_/^\/||__ , . ,__ ||// \ . , -- 11/24/24 -- emailed my therapist from my two previous hospitalizations today. he's genuinely the best therapist i've ever had and may ever have again. i only cried a few times typing it out. how strange it is to talk to people you'll never see again, to dream about places you'll never go back to, to watch hallways and faces blur and fade with every reminiscence. -- 11/23/24 -- emmett lafave finally uploaded his older songs to spotify so i can listen to them more often. already playing them on repeat. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1yHkqdTcyM&ab_channel=EmmettLaFave ♫|STEP ONE|♫ minutes can change from seconds to days boundless the range of your world too locked in a haze. here we all lie our paths all divide weaving through time and through space what a wonderful ride. here's step one: run as far as you can run. stop. step two: do whatever it is you can do. and then step three is not for me to tell you how you feel you'll be free. but just a word of advice; don't think twice. clear your mind and listen once for what's inside, hear that grind of the one thing you've always relied, and strip away what makes the day, think not of all that you've been taught, and tell me what is your one purpose now? minutes can change from seconds to days boundless the range of your world too locked in a haze. here we all lie our paths all divide weaving through time and through space what a wonderful ride. what separates a boy from a man? is it how many pounds he can stand? both lifted high and weighed on the heart that surely shows something of worth. or is it in the way he responds when suddenly sweet things are gone? will he yell and scream, will he cause such a scene, or simply say thanks and go on? we were once one those days are done. you went your way, but that's a-okay -- 11/22/24 -- there's a hole in my tooth, back. top. left. i'm scared of the dentist, of my mouth being pried open i avoid it, avoid it, avoid it i'm great at navigating emergencies, not so much at preventing them