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hello universe
manifesting into the void:
- i trust myself and my feelings
- i am worthy, capable, and welcoming of new experiences and feelings
- i deserve to feel happy and loved
- i create my own destiny and with that comes power and purpose
- although i don't know where the future leads, i trust that i am headed in the right direction
- i am so thankful for all that i have been given/blessed by/created and will continue to feel grateful for everything that comes my way
i never thought i would make it this far -- typing that makes me want to cry, but it is the truth -- and that means i want to appreciate all good that comes my way
sometimes everything feels hopeless and this is to remind myself that i have so much to look forward to and appreciate in my life
these are things i need to work on:
- my sense of self
- what do i need and what do i want -> the ability to differentiate the two
- focus on making myself better, not others worse
- that might only make sense in my head but basically i need to stop being such a gemini
i guess im only saying all this to keep myself accountable
also, maybe someone else in the void has similar experiences
i am not alone
i am powerful. i deserve respect and to be appreciated.
i need to learn how to be everything for myself.
things i like
- aesthetically pleasing chairs
- large mirrors
- lighting that isnt too light or too dark
- well fitting jeans
- the colors orange and green
- my ass
- attention -.-
- the word pistachio
- skater boys
- lavender flavored drinks
jobs i didnt know existed
- designing runways / set design