pat

Portland

6/15 Trying to spend as little time on twitter as I can, for now. I don't like sinking hours of my life into it (such an awful habit) practicing holding on to negativity forever, and being angry. It is absolutely mindless for me, I don't want to lose my attention to it anymore. My palms are healing from when I fell off my bike. The area around the broken skin has hardened, and is striated, like if someone were to trace concentric circles around a line. That kind of pattern can be hard to put into words. I occasionally peel strings of young skin off the edges; this morning I dreamt of pulling off a long soft skin spiral, breaking off part of the scab– just enough to draw a little bit of blood. Like peeling a clementine skin in one piece. I chew on the skin, which is mostly thin and tender, although part of it is keratinous and hard to the tooth. This dream's potential for interpretation is not of great interest to me, it is recalled by looking down at my palm, and feels so mundane that I have trouble determining whether is is in fact a dream or just a memory. The image of the skin unspooling like a spiral vaguely confirms it to be a dream...

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  • https://www.last.fm/user/gddgctchthrbbt
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Eyli-z_9vc
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  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fZPiRmt-kiY
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