trying my best
23 / she / utc+3
3pm still in bed. might screw around and visit the local library over a long long while
2pm and ive successfully slept a tad. i really need to finish the phonetics corpus jobthing so i could eventually ask for a new one and do that more quickly haha
3am, i try to fall asleep, and my mind ends up brewing craft ideas instead.
(gotta ask abt those absolutely slapping diy splitcolor пир shirts that moa <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/B9CM4uinAAB">posted about on ig</a> some time ago...) (also ngl that post might b the hottest pic of moa ever lmaoo , what with that... posing with sewing machine)
or sometimes not in b/w too.
need to wrap up my uniserver page bc ill be quietly kicked out soon due to end-date passing (cant do at-my-own-rec academic leave upon extended studytime, and im too tired to seek for med cert for health-reasons academic leave). and then i'll have to deal with / defend my thesis as an extern instead. im not much hyped for doing it, rather seek some ways to get money.
phone is in b/w mode. whenever i next get on my laptop ill have that in b/w mode too. trying to avoid further overwhelm...
ugh i'll need to mess around if i want to drag the godawful thesis to the end line
changed the bedsheets finally [-snip-] etc
& i think i like being this red colour more than the lime-adjacent green i was p much since the beginning. sweet
234 total emails rn it seems
found myself overwhelmed internet-use-wise, again (mainly my eyes taking a hit, but my mind too ... and posture). current ideal would be to just float on fish and gossips and tumblr i suppose. [-snip-]
[-snip-] slightly more than a year ago i last saw a rus-based good friend of mine irl, in tartu. we havent talked much these days [-snip-] but that's alright. we r hoping to meet again in future
time remains slippery like a fish
bought the flight simulator app [-snip-], first "flight" was rix (riga) to tll (tallinn), spent the slightly over half an hour crocheting the grannystripe scarf a bit
yesterday i checked out a couple of lil open-air eventthings. at one of them's crochet corner i finally started to make my 2nd granny stripe scarf
sustaining some sort of longer-term mild overwhelm
turned on maximal battery saving option on phone bc it restricts the amount of apps available and it is nice and i might need a little break.
pink moment of golden hour
july 7: [-snip-]
june 23: [-snip-]
2am blessed sleep
made my first home-assembled wrap
some things feel like a dream
nov 30 '19, part of a shy fragmented irl conversation
f: 'do you have dreams?'
i (approx): 'i dont know.... havent thought about it'
f: 'i dont have dreams, i have plans'
214 emails in total now.
there are currently a total of 249 emails on my protonmail,
mar 31 (2020):
moa to me re a postponed event: "We will обязательно встретимся!" ('definitely meet')