'`Β°*β€’β˜† 25 / utc+3 aug 2: dragged round by the everyday jun 25: beloved jun 20: fuck it we ball may 12: currently feeling warm at the present and the future. i looked at a friendlike person from a discord server's insta livestream for a while, they were walkin around, it was quite nice (i also went on a walk earlier today, even tho it was windy. but it was fun ngl. i found a random lost small bouncy ball, and a random lost small pack of chips. and during the walk i listened to... oli xl, really. lends well to walks, and/or maybe it's my spicy brain settings and their pull towards such routine stabilities) may 1: 🌱🌱🌱 πŸŒ±πŸ’–πŸŒ± 🌱🌱🌱 apr 5: several musicthings sharing custody over my heart theres a star theres a glimmer apr 1: https://olixl.bandcamp.com/track/cartoon-smile ~ has my whole heart right now mar 29: hah i just discovered the person that i and the friend i was with at the event changed instags with (+ brief bonding over me n the person both hella vibing with oli xl lol) knows of gossips cafe too (has it listed under fav sites on his site), the world is slightly small; sadly it didnt come to mind for me to give the person a paper crane too 😭 -- had a gr8 timeeeee, currently back in the everyday churn and silly music listening habits continuing paper cranes as a way to make lil human connections more tangible for the mind mar 26: walked out the sto0o0ore clean like a carwash !! (bladee how does one even do that. stores usually have no such possibilities!) awaiting in the airport wooo mar 14: maybe hopefully in a couple weeks ill finally get to go briefly abroad for a music event and itll hopefully be a vibe!!! made a lil paper crane gift for one of the artists already, a slightly elaborate one, its got headgear (as per the cover art of their latest single). the others will prolly get less elaborate cranegifts its just that My Brain Brr at that particular one hehe feb 23: currently half to 3am, listening thru a mix (2nd in an instalment of like 3 (well, or more if i look into the others by the artist aahahaha) but ill have to leave the rest for later fr) [sweep, '21/'22 here] mar 12: hello i have a lil garden too now https://guest.garden/pirl [sweep, '20/21 here] dec 18: https://riquiqui.arca1000000.com riquiqui by arca but endless! dec 11: 'a website as an altar' hmm (https://www.are.na/ian-mcdonald/an-idea-for-a-website) total amount of emails on my pmail: 249 (12may20), 214 (postprune), 234 (9aug), 199 (4sep), 240 approx (9may21), like 500-something bc i imported the old emails id backed up from my prior gmail before deleting it (dec 2021)

phrases i've said "the name of my next project" about

  • egreog arze
  • aggressively european-looking dish
  • percussive maintenance
  • stick shift sore throat
  • flash whiplash
  • lil to go box
  • trashy murder scene shit
  • distant rumbling of portaloos down a hill
  • unrelated angular chair dance
  • beyond tits
  • great tits are screaming outside in the trees
  • dream distaste smoothie

+ vol2

  • russian class and experimental moments
  • single event upsets
  • it's not like these cool glass jars where you throw in some shrubs, bugs, water [the name of a hypothetical track]
  • soap flame lane codex
  • under eternal renovation
  • threaten your router with a knife
  • diophantine equation
  • total fucky
  • useless on wheels
  • self-expressive maintenance
  • who the fuck is [name] and why is he in my playlist
  • experimental semilong selfmute

+ vol 3

  • "'an unstoppable parade of dicks', the name of my next .. project... this sounds awful"
  • janitorial modding
  • irreversible fun
  • it came to [name] in a dream
  • manual midnight mowing
  • notoriously able to walk
  • bashing coins with a sack of compost
  • high velocity gender envy
  • insurance against unintentional survival of passengers
  • rhotic-agnostic guttural consonants written as rhotics
  • dangerous sin zones
  • limp wrist linux

+ vol 4

  • sneek's subdued crushstate
  • v-zone
  • very sanitized fruit fly
  • role order snafu
  • beans'n'schlop
  • equivalent to 34 eggs
  • floating point vinegar flies
  • hyper-salad
  • alternative agriculture
  • sneezed and swapped servers by accident
  • rent-a-chernobyl [i couldnt not; context was someone having wasp nest in their shed]
  • dumbass apostrophes in my neighbourhood ONLY!!

+ vol 5

  • cvrshklwwttys
  • several metres of tree through a winding walking path
  • the name of my next project (lol)
  • malware mobile [i.e car, not phone]
  • nasty nonsense
  • 4d marketing chess tactic
  • bisexual weeknd pastiche (the name of my next cover band)
  • the most politest little coffee filter
  • relations with a railing
  • birds showering on powerline
  • preexisting holes
  • genre gateways

+ vol 6

  • dry covid data (bc dry data in its wording implies the existence of wet data which is kinda funny 2 me)
  • some fucked amalgam of skrillex and sonic the hedgehog engaging in the narcotics trade
  • hell week of weird sleep
  • string instrument limbo
  • dubious breads (and debut album wld be questionable wheat goods) (and the first single wld b the yeast beast)
  • haunted kitty bearing sax
  • vaccination juices percolating in the old bloodstream
  • argumentative trips to florida
  • a huge high ranking dad in the cia
  • πŸ˜ˆπŸ’•πŸ’‹πŸŠ β€οΈπŸ•ΊπŸ₯°
  • the no-image perm hotel
  • mountain of straws of various sizes

+ vol 7

  • the olive extramail experience
  • got ice cream on the rainworld hoodie
  • flavourless hit and run
  • making friends at the oli xl functions
  • 58 iterate chaotic transfer to the moon
  • sword noises

i exist

  • https://sneakypancake.tumblr.com
  • https://www.instagram.com/sneekiblin/
  • https://last.fm/user/sneakypancake
  • https://bandcamp.com/sneekiblin
  • https://sneek.thoughts.page/


  • feb 12 ('20): seal cam! https://youtu.be/3A1Wi3sOy7g
  • feb 16: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1i0Z73mhwLyG9R8RKvLFm6NUSsdZeL8LVcOh3I0arWjA this essay (via http://celiahollander.com)
  • sep 5: https://www.raptitude.com/2017/06/want-more-time-get-rid-of-the-easiest-way-to-spend-it/ using socmedia like websites or w/e