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[may 02]
[afternoon]
letting myself be, a little more
i've been more comfortable with listening to music again the past couple of weeks, after someone i felt i needed a hardboundary from but was struggling initiating it hardboundaried me off instead (after they'd seen me crash out about the situation on my site... whyever they visited those parts of it again remains a little beyond me, but i'll take this stupid cosmic intervention)
even while a bummer things went the way they did and i currently don't know fully anymore how to take up space online, it's a relief the music's returning, weird how interpersonal situations can influence this sort of stuff
the weather's lovely this weekend, warm(!!!), although noticeably windy
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[mar 17]
[evening]
need to simplify my life
[mar 15]
[late evening]
still letting the experiences of the longweekend trip swirl around in my head. why did i still find myself missing their presence weekender second night? ok well maybe these whys dont matter either. just feel... just feel...
[early march]
@dduan i see the oli and malibu and special guest dj etc etc in your special music kinopio chart... looks like a very very nice chart in general, tossed a couple things in the backlog from it
(funnily enough got a friend who lives in/near naarm. they follow the altarspace insta. small worlds in this big world)
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mundane beauty [march 2026]
- the ground sparkling the morning after a below-freezing night
- seeing people unexpectedly meeting their friends in town
- birdsong audible from outside while at work
- fleeting warmths within me
- work well done
- a quiet evening to myself
- warm anticipation for upcoming plans
- turn lights of a certain brand of bus running in town
- etc
some list of links
- https://www.are.na/ian-mcdonald/an-idea-for-a-website
- rest in peace guest.garden
- https://olixl.bandcamp.com/track/cartoon-smile ~ soundtrack of the very core of my being (i really mean it; at least in these days i.e. since early '22)
- https://memory.elliott.computer/go-back-to-go-forward/ adjacent concept in my brain...memory pincushion / patchwork quilt
Last updated on Saturday, May 2, 2026