'`°*•☆ inward --- [jan 31] [afternoon] "You have to destroy to create" (@jakewelch) !!! something resonates about this rn [jan 27] [evening] a hot footbath and 3 offdays coming up and logging out from one place and Seretide & Evian Christ - Unreleased (from seretides newest trance envy mix, coming in from 1h44min onward; theyve teased n played it out before too) are fixing me a little bit, maybe [jan 24] [noon] @scar for what any of this is worth - i'm reading ! [jan 22] [evening] it was a weird heavy day today. long weekend of respite, now. the main established estonian word for screenshot is kuvatõmmis - kuva is one of the words for screen, and the primary meaning of tõmmis in my mind, and probably the same for most people i know, is brew/infusion. something poetic about that to me. screen brew... [jan 20] [evening] [snip] want to lean more into fully letting the mundane everyday hold me... every day is all there is to it [jan 19] [afternoon] holding lightly onto the shoulder of the memories... sun out softly, want to go on a walk at the lake (can't figure out if to take my phone for pics/music or not, probs not), and then get groceries. then put away the dry laundry. then see what next, maybe soundcloud backlog visitings. want to adjust the styling of my site's scrapbook page a bit. [jan 02 2026] [at work] @lunch is the train stop on your own site... ok wait looks like it is - your site mediumkey brought tears into my eyes in a good "oh Wowwwwww" type of way upon first explorations :,]