#f0e5d2 #ffc90e #ff7f27 #87833a #035f31 #0e3c65 [jul 31, 5pm] things seem to have balanced out as of late, and the pleasant weather helps got to hang out with a couple of my friends last weekend, one of them was missing my [city-of-friends]-presence and wanting to hang out with the both of us as said in the lil 3way groupchat; perfect saturday evening feeling (khinkali for dinner at one of theirs'), perfect sunday morning feeling (and pancakes for breakfast), open farms day circuit, getting my buzzcut renewed by one of the friends while the other had to drop by her workplace, then my first ever time playing disc golf with one of them and i had fun and she mentioned that one of her abroad-friends, who i got to meet on new year's hangouts, is dropping by hers this coming weekend, and i silently considered maybe a sunday dropby this weekend but i think i'll be chillin at home instead, erranding, as i'll be at paavli club fest in tallinn next weekend which who knows how much social energy it'd demand from me (but i'll be happy to catch oli xl again this time on my hometurf, and windowseeker for the first time(!), etc etc the lineups seem decent in general) i got fully tired of certain interpersonal troubles having weighed on me heavily, the circle is full, some of the associations wearing out the strange thing is, i've somehow stumbled into seeing another friend in softer light now as of recent, but this time i'm happy with letting the softness just be. and the general friendly warmth and trust more mutual in this case. got to be mindful about myself!! 'might as well not rush and just ride along and let things take shape as they see fit,' they said i feel a little weighed down by my Virtual/Digital Belongings as of late, with the questions of what to keep and where and how (cold/warm). feel happier with myself when just outside in the warm sunlight