Sophie

http://valentinemusic.bandcamp.com, Richmond

Friday, August 21st Haven't Been here in a while! I'm still thinking about the New Moon, one of my friends set an *Love* intention for me before the last new moon (not the one this week) and it flourished into something that's making me feel happy.... : - 3 Was it because of their intention that I feel this way or did I manifest it for myself? Of course I don't wholeheartedly believe that someone setting an intention on a new moon is enough to make real life changes beyond one's mindset, which in turn can make changes happen in real life...Well. Not sure if that's making sense. I'm waxing poetic (No pun intended) about the moon again...No news here... I'm thinking about taking a break from alcohol for a little bit to clear my mind I'm looking for an answer in going back to school I'm trying to be more patient and more kind I'm loving this website!! I need to visit here more often... Weds April 8th I recently found out about making "moon water" from the full moon. So I made a full jar of moon water. Last night was the Super Pink Full Moon and I set out my jar. This morning I took it inside and wondered what I should do with it? I liked the idea of moon water, you just set it out and it "soaks up the energy" of the moon. I love silly superstitions and rituals, things that show time has passed, things you can add to your to-do list to structure or divide your days. I'm sitting on my bed with my gudetama plushie that I ordered. Sometimes when I'm making music, I face it towards me so I feel like I have an audience. I've been trying to do loving-kindess meditations lately, because I think the best kind of meditation is probably one where you feel like you are appreciating the love in your life. When I brush my teeth this week, I step outside and see what's going on on my street. I think that in the coming weeks, I am going to try... *To stay off my phone as much as possible *To spend more time walking around my neighborhood *To read as much as possible *To exercise compassion for myself every day *To go to bed at 10:30pm and wake up at 7:15am Loving Breathing...Loving Feeling the sun on My Face Today, I saw a balloon Disappear into the sky LOL March 10th: I am trying to convince myself I am not just Heartbroken inside, I am Usually feeling positive and like I can keep doing it and be the best I can be But just feeling like I've really hit rock bottom today. Tomorrow's a new day MARCH 1st: WOW I AM SO GLAD IT'S MARCH. MY GEMINI HOROSCOPE SAID ALL THE MAGIC ISN'T GOING TO HAPPEN FOR ME UNTIL NEXT MONTH, BUT I AM STILL GETTING MORE EXCITED. HONESTLY, NOTHING CAN BE WORSE THAN MY FEBRUARY. IT WAS THE WORST MONTH I'VE HAD IN A LONNNNG TIME. BUT I AM HAPPY IT'S OVER AND I LEARNED A LOT. I FEEL STRONGER AND MORE AMAZING ALREADY. GET READY! NEW FAVORITE COLOR HAS CHANGED TO YELLOW. LOVE Y;ALL Feb 19 : Eating a cherry blow pop----wow so good!!! In exactly 23 days I will feel AMAZING! Who will join me and celebrate? This Week I Love: Inspirational Quotes Taking an Amazing Healing Shower Taking Space For Myself Being Patient With Myself ╰( ´・ω・)つ──☆✿✿✿✿✿✿

Listening To....

  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9s8cCC3joZg&list=PLGe4yly5QVrq0ZJX-wl32zBcN1oEm-7_J&index=12&t=0s
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y2HdmsXCPpk&list=PLGe4yly5QVrq0ZJX-wl32zBcN1oEm-7_J&index=10&t=0s
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iwYsFdnhWCI&list=PLGe4yly5QVrq0ZJX-wl32zBcN1oEm-7_J&index=8&t=0s

Read These

  • https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2017/12/11/the-other-susan-sontag
  • https://bombmagazine.org/articles/the-babysitter-at-rest/
  • https://www.theverge.com/21320338/letter-harpers-writers-free-speech-canceled-social-media-illiberalism

Lists For Me From My Notebook To You

  • August
  • Preclude -- --> To Prevent
  • Presuppose ----> To Necessitate
  • Simone Weil
  • Alice Neil
  • Languid----> Weak, Sluggish
  • Nectarine is a smooth skinned peach
  • I cannot wait to see where life will take you
  • Nascent ----> Freshly Generated
  • Lemon
  • Grapefruit
  • Tuna

Friday

  • Exercise
  • Work On Essays
  • Study for 1 Hour
  • Read
  • Write Notes
  • Eat Banana