Loving Breathing...Loving Feeling the sun on My Face Today, I saw a balloon Disappear into the sky LOL
I am trying to convince myself I am not just Heartbroken inside, Not posting this for sympathy, I am Usually feeling positive and like I can keep doing it and be the best I can be But just feeling like I've really hit rock bottom today. Tomorrow's a new day
WOW I AM SO GLAD IT'S MARCH. MY GEMINI HOROSCOPE SAID ALL THE MAGIC ISN'T GOING TO HAPPEN FOR ME UNTIL NEXT MONTH, BUT I AM STILL GETTING MORE EXCITED. HONESTLY, NOTHING CAN BE WORSE THAN MY FEBRUARY. IT WAS THE WORST MONTH I'VE HAD IN A LONNNNG TIME. BUT I AM HAPPY IT'S OVER AND I LEARNED A LOT. I FEEL STRONGER AND MORE AMAZING ALREADY. GET READY! NEW FAVORITE COLOR HAS CHANGED TO YELLOW.
Feb 19 :
Eating a cherry blow pop----wow so good!!!
In exactly 23 days I will feel AMAZING! Who will join me and celebrate?
This Week I Love:
Taking an Amazing Healing Shower
Taking Space For Myself
Being Patient With Myself
- Sontag: Her Life and Work, Benjamin Moser
- The Babysitter At Rest, Jen George
- Chelsea Girls, Eileen Myles
- The Idiot, Elif Batuman
- A Little Life, Hanya Yanagihara
- Need to Buy more Candy
- Minimize life and Clean out Objects in Room
- Try more kinds of Beer Lagers VS. Ales