Weds April 8th
I recently found out about making "moon water" from the full moon. So I made a full jar of moon water. Last night was the Super Pink Full Moon and I set out my jar. This morning I took it inside and wondered what I should do with it? I liked the idea of moon water, you just set it out and it "soaks up the energy" of the moon. I love silly superstitions and rituals, things that show time has passed, things you can add to your to-do list to structure or divide your days.
I'm sitting on my bed with my gudetama plushie that I ordered. Sometimes when I'm making music, I face it towards me so I feel like I have an audience.
I've been trying to do loving-kindess meditations lately, because I think the best kind of meditation is probably one where you feel like you are appreciating the love in your life.
When I brush my teeth this week, I step outside and see what's going on on my street. I think that in the coming weeks, I am going to try...
*To stay off my phone as much as possible
*To spend more time walking around my neighborhood
*To read as much as possible
*To exercise compassion for myself every day
*To go to bed at 10:30pm and wake up at 7:15am
Loving Breathing...Loving Feeling the sun on My Face Today, I saw a balloon Disappear into the sky LOL
I am trying to convince myself I am not just Heartbroken inside, I am Usually feeling positive and like I can keep doing it and be the best I can be But just feeling like I've really hit rock bottom today. Tomorrow's a new day
WOW I AM SO GLAD IT'S MARCH. MY GEMINI HOROSCOPE SAID ALL THE MAGIC ISN'T GOING TO HAPPEN FOR ME UNTIL NEXT MONTH, BUT I AM STILL GETTING MORE EXCITED. HONESTLY, NOTHING CAN BE WORSE THAN MY FEBRUARY. IT WAS THE WORST MONTH I'VE HAD IN A LONNNNG TIME. BUT I AM HAPPY IT'S OVER AND I LEARNED A LOT. I FEEL STRONGER AND MORE AMAZING ALREADY. GET READY! NEW FAVORITE COLOR HAS CHANGED TO YELLOW.
Feb 19 :
Eating a cherry blow pop----wow so good!!!
In exactly 23 days I will feel AMAZING! Who will join me and celebrate?
This Week I Love:
Taking an Amazing Healing Shower
Taking Space For Myself
Being Patient With Myself