Sophie

https://soupgrl1996.bandcamp.com/, Richmond

Weds April 8th I recently found out about making "moon water" from the full moon. So I made a full jar of moon water. Last night was the Super Pink Full Moon and I set out my jar. This morning I took it inside and wondered what I should do with it? I liked the idea of moon water, you just set it out and it "soaks up the energy" of the moon. I love silly superstitions and rituals, things that show time has passed, things you can add to your to-do list to structure or divide your days. I'm sitting on my bed with my gudetama plushie that I ordered. Sometimes when I'm making music, I face it towards me so I feel like I have an audience. I've been trying to do loving-kindess meditations lately, because I think the best kind of meditation is probably one where you feel like you are appreciating the love in your life. When I brush my teeth this week, I step outside and see what's going on on my street. I think that in the coming weeks, I am going to try... *To stay off my phone as much as possible *To spend more time walking around my neighborhood *To read as much as possible *To exercise compassion for myself every day *To go to bed at 10:30pm and wake up at 7:15am Loving Breathing...Loving Feeling the sun on My Face Today, I saw a balloon Disappear into the sky LOL March 10th: I am trying to convince myself I am not just Heartbroken inside, I am Usually feeling positive and like I can keep doing it and be the best I can be But just feeling like I've really hit rock bottom today. Tomorrow's a new day MARCH 1st: WOW I AM SO GLAD IT'S MARCH. MY GEMINI HOROSCOPE SAID ALL THE MAGIC ISN'T GOING TO HAPPEN FOR ME UNTIL NEXT MONTH, BUT I AM STILL GETTING MORE EXCITED. HONESTLY, NOTHING CAN BE WORSE THAN MY FEBRUARY. IT WAS THE WORST MONTH I'VE HAD IN A LONNNNG TIME. BUT I AM HAPPY IT'S OVER AND I LEARNED A LOT. I FEEL STRONGER AND MORE AMAZING ALREADY. GET READY! NEW FAVORITE COLOR HAS CHANGED TO YELLOW. LOVE Y;ALL Feb 19 : Eating a cherry blow pop----wow so good!!! In exactly 23 days I will feel AMAZING! Who will join me and celebrate? This Week I Love: Inspirational Quotes Taking an Amazing Healing Shower Taking Space For Myself Being Patient With Myself ╰( ´・ω・)つ──☆✿✿✿✿✿✿
  • https://colleencolleen.bandcamp.com/track/a-flame-my-love-a-frequency-variation-live-in-the-moog-soundlab
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HgzGwKwLmgM
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F6hGc7S8d88
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKNCAQQaNP8
  • https://open.spotify.com/track/3NJzkMApQqAudLSgYb5Bz2?si=cvKkps5eRaGPJERz7_r_Uw
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hvg8aUe8gp0
  • Sontag: Her Life and Work, Benjamin Moser
  • The Babysitter At Rest, Jen George
  • Chelsea Girls, Eileen Myles
  • The Idiot, Elif Batuman
  • A Little Life, Hanya Yanagihara
  • May
  • June
  • Need to Buy more Candy
  • Minimize life and Clean out Objects in Room
  • Try more kinds of Beer Lagers VS. Ales