Dear community,

Special Fish needs your support now.

For the entire month of February, I'm asking the community to help keep Special Fish running. I run this site entirely on my own as a working artist, living off my work.

Special Fish depends on users like you for hosting, maintenance, and keeping the site running. Every user costs the site money. If you use Special Fish regularly or just don't want to see it go away, please consider supporting it. A yearly contribution of $40 is suggested (that comes out to $3.33 per month). Supporters pay for users who don't have the means to support the site.

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~ Elliott

This message is temporary and will be removed at the end of February. Thank you for reading :)

spinach @spinach

San Francisco

12/03/24 The intersection of technology and my rent controlled apartment 9/04/25 I used to have access to beautiful sentances 9/02/25 how to escape repetition, how to inhabit it differently. How to listen with Rigor. How to move within it without being moved entirely by it 8/28/25 Someone stole the front wheel of my bike 4/8/25 Brazenness is it's own reward 3/18/25 cat in my lap 3/13/25 When the internet reshapes love languages, what is the ideal mode for my dialects of care? 2/05/25 my bed is larger now 1/04/23 my bed is too small
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February

  • Barley tea
  • 38R
  • sun bleached shirts
  • ugly floral arrangement
  • Steve Reich
  • my favorite hat
  • blue ceramic shoes

Muni and me

  • Harmonics - Arnold Dreyblatt & The Orchestra of Excited Strings
  • Akhenaten, Act 2 Scene 3: City/Dance (Narration) - Dennis Russel Davis & Stuttgart State Opera Orchestra and Chorus
  • Trance 4 - Icebreaker
  • Erwachen - Kristof Hahn
  • Daniel Variations:2 My name is Daniel Pearl (I'm a Jewish American from Encino California) - Steve Reich
  • Electrict Counterpoint 3. Fast - Steve Reich, Pat Metheny
  • Africa Express Presents... Terry Riley's in C mali - Africa Express
  • Oasis - Abdul Wadud
  • Double Spindizzy - Henry Flynt
  • The Future was Beautiful - Jowall

yesterday I

  • doordashed sushi
  • ripped my shoe
  • couldn't open a jar of olives
  • forgot to buy toilet paper
  • wore three pairs of pants to sleep

colors of fruit

  • red
  • purple
  • green
  • yellow
  • blue

negash vs Jacob

  • Negash
  • Jacob
  • Negash
  • Jacob
  • Jacob
  • Negash
  • Negash
  • Negash