shoot me starstuffo222@gmail.com ~ fri may 30th 2025 i feel okay ~ mon may 5th 2025 i don't have friends to go with, i'd probably go if i had a friend to go with. what an excuse i keep spinning! ~ sun march 16th 2025 is it lame and giving up to apply for jobs that arent art related? or can i tell myself and others that even if i get it ill somehow continue looking ~ fri january 10th 2025 freaking out for all the reasons and none at all. ~ mon december 9th 2024 applied to 6 jobs today. the heat is on so high we're all sweating. ~ fri october 18th 2024 trying to put together costumes, i feel like there's never enough time towards the end of the year. ~ sat august 17th 2024 i saw my second ever roller derby game tonight! my first was about 7 years ago. i fantasize about belonging to a cause, a hobby, a team again. fantasize about joining their basic training classes one season. the dates just never line up. ~