✿ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ Feeling: listless September 21 Even when I get what I want, I still feel like there's something missing. Maybe because **this** is what I will get the most approval from. It is safe, but it does not come from me. What a lovely thought, to only pursue things that come from me... ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ Feeling: calm December 1 It feels like I am running out of time to figure out who I want to be choices / \ easy hard / \ / \ waste comfort ??? fulfillment What would you do? ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ Feeling: weird March 14th Wow I feel so strange, it's been a year or so since I've logged on. It might sound weird but this community was the only group of friends I had for a while, even though I didn't directly communicate with anyone. I've missed you I want to go to Paris, alone this year. Am I being impulsive or am I returning to who I was before all the sadness came? Mostly I want to be alone. For a while. ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑ ⁂ ⁎ ⁑