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Feeling: weird
March 14th
Wow I feel so strange, it's been a year or
so since I've logged on. It might sound
weird but this community was the only group
of friends I had for a while, even though
I didn't directly communicate with anyone.
I've missed you
I want to go to Paris, alone this year. Am I
being impulsive or am I returning to who I
was before all the sadness came?
Mostly I want to be alone. For a while.
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What I really want right now
- 4/12: A good lemon cake recipe
- 4/13: To sleep before midnight
- 4/14: To be like the average person my age
- 4/15: To make deadlines & follow through
- 5/1: To make myself proud
- 5/2: To sleep before midnight
- 10/7: A TI-84 calculator
- 1/20: To fall asleep right now
- 2/6: Cheese pizza, pineapples, abe's mini chocolate chip muffins, heart rate under 65
- 3/14/22: To sleep for a long time