★・・・・・・★・・・・・・★・・・・・・★ i am learning to hide parts of myself. i watch myself get solemn, stoic, angry. i know i am loved. i don't know if i want this. i don't know how to be any other way, to extricate myself from a place i feel needed, or wanted. i watch myself hurt someone i love. i watch as their presence wears me down, out. i learn new words for old feelings, new worlds from the ashes ★・・・・・・★・・・・・・★・・・・・・★ /\ p..q \../ _|/_ _\|_ / \.'/ \`| |' `| | ; |-, ,'\ /-.\_ _/.-'\..\ /|\ .-. /|\ '..`'._.'/ ` `'...-'