bruce is sucha masculine name to me, like a portmanteau of brute force.
but it actually just means thick brush.
to oscillate is to swing back and forth and osculate is smooching. briefly
imagined myself as a pendulum osculating dust while oscillating
well monument valley taught me that often challenges we face do not
require the strength to hold on, but the strength to let go
my nights last all day now
just read the four agreements in a bid to unlearn
unhealthy thought patterns.
i'm generally apprehensive about reading self-help but
this one imparts wisdom through simple words and
says so much through the spaces between them
the four tenets are:
1. being impeccable with your word
how words can shape your reality so you have to
employ kind and honest language
2. don't take anything personally
respecting the different identities of others
this is something i struggle most since i'm
ultra sensitive like phyllo pastry
3. don't make assumptions
this helps with spiralling thoughts and realising
that many stories i concoct in my mind may not even be real
4. always do your best
so that you won't judge/punish yourself
ok now back to finding my truth
kept thinking 'why fall in love when you can fall down the stairs'
turning 29 in 29 minutes
growing old without ever knowing better
hope things will get shinier anyway
sometimes i feel bad for laughing at embarrassing film footages.
but the actors were probably paid more money than most of us
will make in a lifetime so i guess it's okay, they'll be fine