for the 2nd year in a row i have picked a bad year to get my shit together hope you are all staying safe and doing well. i almost had to make a new account! or request a new one by emailing the proprietor of this fine website. forgot my login information and i was in a brief panic that bandaid had been deleted and lost to the ether, but then i realized i was just using the wrong email and i can't login to everything with my college .edu account anymore. in a few months it will be an entire year since i graduated and got my diploma in a .pdf file thanks to forces outside my direct control. in the year since, forces outside my control are still around... but i am confident that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. i'm not sure if it's a light to the outside world or an oncoming train, but there is a light. like nearly all recent grads, i'm job searching, and like nearly all grads, i still don't know what i'm doing. i do like to think that if anything else, this last trip around the planet made me a more thoughtful and kind person. not all the time, but more often, and more consistently, so if nothing else i got that f.r i'm trying to be more creative but more flexible in what my practice represents, and also figure out what exactly "my practice" is? most pressingly i'm still trying to fix the window in my bedroom. but i finally fixed the hole in my ceiling!

recently played

  • | ZelooperZ | - Read The Room (Prod. Tony Seltzer N Swaya) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FlZb1vhwcY
  • Caterina Barbieri - Patterns Of Consciousness https://youtu.be/Z5KaS_LlOBY
  • Gulch, Sunami - Split EP https://youtu.be/rhw5kZMV8m8
  • ava* - Angels In The Sand https://youtu.be/gG_zsT9_UMc
  • SOPHIE - Whole New World (SOPHIE and Doss Remix) https://youtu.be/yEi2hKC2jsQ
  • Show Me The Body - Survive https://youtu.be/h94U5kkJkQ4
  • Løren - Empty Trash https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9f28Pi14g0w
  • SEMATARY - NECROMANSER - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=REGXZZ67F_k


  • i have a portfolio site (again?)
  • twitter.com/1hundredtears
  • instagram.com/ci.files
  • https://ci.graphics

incomplete list of skate video parts i keep going back to on youtube

  • GLUE Skateboards - Smut https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RgdiU381L2k
  • Baker 4 (on my to-watch list) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekr1L94eQ1E