I'm not really sure what I'm feeling. It feels a bit like boredom, but I'm not bored. There's things that I want to do but I feel like I don't have time to do them. There's pressure to do other things but I feel like I need a break from them. I think I need some time alone, but I am alone. I want to spend some time with people, but I can't. I want to just be free for a while, like I've been trapped here for too long.
I mean, we all have to start somewhere I guess.