capslock

San Francisco

11/12/2020 I think I'm just wired to feel this way. I think instead of fighting it or letting it control me, I have to learn to lean into the turns and to exploit it to my advantage. I think awareness is the first step of beginning to improve yourself; the first step and often the hardest hurdle to get over. How can you become aware of that which you're not aware of? I guess in my case, you have to get lucky. I'm usually good at connecting the dots but boy these dots sure were difficult to work with. --- 5/29/20 I'm not really sure what I'm feeling. It feels a bit like boredom, but I'm not bored. There's things that I want to do but I feel like I don't have time to do them. There's pressure to do other things but I feel like I need a break from them. I think I need some time alone, but I am alone. I want to spend some time with people, but I can't. I want to just be free for a while, like I've been trapped here for too long. --- I mean, we all have to start somewhere I guess.

pages that i've looked at recently

  • https://cs.stanford.edu/~kach/words.txt
  • https://pysdr.org/index.html
  • https://www.thepullrequest.com/p/the-prophet-of-the-revolt
  • https://gist.github.com/jart/b73868081a5e1a1c5cf0

recently watched tv (chronological order)

  • the great british bake off
  • the bureau
  • jojo's bizarre adventure
  • one punch man