12/22 so far away, pressed to a seat watching snow fall on ground i can’t touch i’ve packed many things recently and im planning to pack more for the journey back i must not forget the shirts, strings, tape and things and i cant forget my to do list when they let me out of here oh and don’t forget that thing your great aunt is dying maybe grandma wasn’t very particular and don’t forget that thought make a decision on it yea and don’t forget to visit me! and if you can manage it yea, fix your health and while your at it i see dark in your eyes get some more sleep will ya and when you return i expect your work you will feel bad when the others did more you will feel lost when your friends are living other lives you will feel small when the final ‘ok’ is tossed to your sketches you will feel it and i’m learning to love feeling everything i think it’ll be all we have pretty soon 2/10 hey have you guys ever shivered with questions and stared into your mirror for answers and sat there itching and figuring for shapes so you pop and scream fling the mirror to the floor and feel the fever shatter open to the ground and pant and pant then lie still and so you stare at the shards while the sound fades and notice the forms you had on the brink of imagination sitting just to the left and right of where you were looking before and a great pain falls back over you one in totality and now it makes no sense at all to have broken the mirror in the first place has that ever happened to you? ❀❀❀ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{}{}{}{}{}{]{][}[]{}[]}{}{]{}{}{][}{}][}}[{}{}{[][}{}{[][{}{}[]{}{}{{}] listening to: (favs - ❀) la bruja - victor martinez ❀ amante bandido - Miguel Bosé The Lady Has No Heart - St. Elmo’s Fire ❀ rain when possible enjoying the silence (but like fr tho…)