still at the age where you have to just shut up and listen when i’ve long felt nobody knows what to tell me i have to confront myself and the long feeling that i still don’t know what to tell me make a decision and follow through feel the skin flush from the irritation hue still at the age where you haven’t done enough, seen enough learned enough but some weeks my eye bags don’t fade and an full nights rest never comes an irritation once again and to this day it keeps me up i want to care so bad and here i am watching my fingers tear away new skin 6/7/25 ❀❀❀ you want them to shoot at you but still want them to miss i don’t know how much longer you’ll go on like this it’s so sweet to see a child blurt courageousness knowing all the while a time has passed when that was fit ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{}{}{}{}{}{]{][}[]{}[]}{}{]{}{}{][}{}][}}[{}{}{[][}{}{[][{}{}[]{}{}{{}] listening to: (favs - ❀) One of These Things First - Nick Drake ❀ Im Gone - DJ Rashad ❀ seven - sunny day real estate la bruja - victor martinez ❀ amante bandido - Miguel Bosé The Lady Has No Heart - St. Elmo’s Fire ❀ rain when possible and/or the ambience of outside