3/28/2024 Hello! Krill here, journaling online as much as I journal irl ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣀⣀⣤⣤⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⡙⠻⢶⣶⣦⣴⣶⣶⣶⠾⠛⠛⠋⠉⠉⠉⠉⠙⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠉⠙⠛⠛⠋⠉⠉⠡⣤⣴⣶⣶⣾⣿⣿⣿⣛⣩⣤⡤⠖⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣴⣾⠂⣴⣦⠈⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠿⠛⣋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣼⣿⣶⣄⡉⠻⣧⣌⣁⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠛⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣦⡈⢻⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠿⠛⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⡀⢻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡄⠙⠛⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⢠⣷⣄⡉⠻⢿⣿⣿⣿⠏⠠⢶⣄⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⢸⣿⣿⣿⣶⣤⣈⠙⠁⠰⣦⣀⠉⠻⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠘⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡇⠠⣦⣄⠉⠳⣤⠈⠛⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⢠⣌⣉⡉⠉⣉⡁⠀⠀⠙⠗⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠻⣿⣿⠟⢀⣤⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣀⣠⣤⣤⣤⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠛⠿⠿⡿⠂⣀⣠⣤⣤⣤⣀⣉⣉⠉⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠙⠛⠛⠛⠛⠋⠉⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀ I am just Krilling and jamming!!!!!!!! https://youtu.be/SSbM_Zmx9kA?si=vCbYUk2PrT0_FpFt ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊ 3/30/24 I’ve always wanted a busy life. I like telling stories. Finally my life is so busy I can’t keep up! What do I do?! My planner is almost impossible to even comprehend!!! I must take things one day at a time! ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊ 3/31 I am having a hard time focusing. How do i focus! I have so much I want to do I am afraid to do it! It makes no sense but here I am thinking this! The sun is beautiful today and I could be outside if I did this work earleir in the week..... sigh six hr l8r update: life has only gotten worse. https://artblart.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/04/jindr%CC%8Cich-s%CC%8Ctreit-arnoltice-1985-web.jpg ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊ 4/1 I am going to mold reality into what I want it to be! My hard work can get me there! rahhhh!!!!!!! (I wrote THREE emails and met with my PROFESSOR! krill: 1 social anxiety: 0) ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊ 4/10 been a while, still swamped!!! but! i saw an artist talk about her work and i got the courage to ASK HER A QUESTION! but also i skipped all my classes to go to the library and do work for my big paper. ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊ 5/1 lol been a little while, my anxiety has gone away, perhaps I have accepted spring. I bought myself little purple camera and my life is changed. I am hoping to spend my summer blogging my life with the photos i take and then upload, somewhere only i know. so that no one can make fun of me. Seems counter intuitive but that's just how my brain works. I am offically done with classes but I am still in finals mode. I have a ten page paper and two finals left. I think I can do it with ease, maybe ill upload the paper here if i like it enough, knowing how i am with audience anxiety, I am scared to even let my boyfriend read it! ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊ 5/23 Got super rained on at the piers today, a giant thunderstrome covered manhattan in fog!!! Home from college. STarted my website bc my laptop is BACK!!! https://krillingandjamming.neocities.org/