this reminds me of listography.com but i don't remember my log-in details for that site 02.16.2025 my first time to join the writing room while it's up. writing while mom and dad are out doing their errands. dad looks like he's in a bad mood (as usual), so i'm relieved they're out of the house doing something else. i'm done with a 3 day org event. i'm thrilled that we pulled it off, that I had the energy to attend all three days and run registrations and the shop. i'm also glad for the opportunities to explore a bit farther from home, try new delicious food, see what people are like in a new environment. i'm glad to have found a locally accessible and relatively more affordable high dose vitamin D3 softgel. i don't have to worry about asking people abroad to look for it for me. glad for the weekend with no pressing tasks, tomorrow morning, i'm unexpectedly free to pick up my newly-made glasses. this was at the cost of having the work meeting moved to tuesday when i planned to attend a conference. scratch that, i have a health appointment in the afternoon. the work meeting getting moved screwed up my schedule. i feel continuous resentment over how lately work has been making me have to adjust my schedules over and over and over again. last week's meeting got rescheduled twice in the same morning. how do people deal? do they put up with that bullshit just because it's their primary source of income? i know i do, it's out of survival. but yes, i am resentful and tired. i just remembered that i have my own website. it took so long for me to get it to deploy and then i just forgot. maybe i don't need it to be powered by an ssg if it creates another hurdle to filling it with work. maybe i can do plain text, or very simple html, or a script made by someone else. i have to think about it. this week i'm learning the long-term (a few days so far) relief of regularly stretching. i've only done it so far with my neck muscles, the ones i feel the most immediate and worst pain lately. but i hope to start with my shoulders next, eventually having a whole body stretching routine. before i start dreaming of overall fitness and pain management, i have to take these baby steps. start simple. ...