what I really want right now

• 4/12: A good lemon cake recipe
• 4/13: To sleep before midnight
• 4/14: To be like the average person my age
• 4/15: To make deadlines & follow through
• 5/1: To make myself proud
• 5/2: To sleep before midnight
• 10/7: A TI-84 calculator
• 1/20: To fall asleep right now
• 2/6: Cheese pizza, pineapples, abe's mini chocolate chip muffins, heart rate under 65
• 3/14/22: To sleep for a long time
• 12/1/22: To feel things deeply again
• 9/21/23: To live in an uncluttered space, to live alone