things to keep

• life is a struggle so struggle for what you care about
• i am trying
• im doing bad because ive been bad at taking care of myself
• taking care of myself is also an act of love for my partner, even if that includes spending less time with them
• if you have nothing but fear & doom, you might as well try because what do u have to lose if the worst will happen regardless
• i hold so much doom and so much hope, its natural and not the end that the doom may flood over me sometimes