Special Fish

hi i’m jeffreyπŸŒ€ and i do interactive art βœ’οΈπŸŽΆ i have a popular tiktok account where i draw these things called whistlegraphs
Weds April 8th I recently found out about making "moon water" from the full moon. So I made a full jar of moon water. Last night was the Super Pink Full Moon and I set out my jar. This morning I took it inside and wondered what I should do with it? I liked the idea of moon water, you just set it out and it "soaks up the energy" of the moon. I love silly superstitions and rituals, things that show time has passed, things you can add to your to-do list to structure or divide your days. I'm sitting on my bed with my gudetama plushie that I ordered. Sometimes when I'm making music, I face it towards me so I feel like I have an audience. I've been trying to do loving-kindess meditations lately, because I think the best kind of meditation is probably one where you feel like you are appreciating the love in your life. When I brush my teeth this week, I step outside and see what's going on on my street. I think that in the coming weeks, I am going to try... *To stay off my phone as much as possible *To spend more time walking around my neighborhood *To read as much as possible *To exercise compassion for myself every day *To go to bed at 10:30pm and wake up at 7:15am Loving Breathing...Loving Feeling the sun on My Face Today, I saw a balloon Disappear into the sky LOL March 10th: I am trying to convince myself I am not just Heartbroken inside, I am Usually feeling positive and like I can keep doing it and be the best I can be But just feeling like I've really hit rock bottom today. Tomorrow's a new day MARCH 1st: WOW I AM SO GLAD IT'S MARCH. MY GEMINI HOROSCOPE SAID ALL THE MAGIC ISN'T GOING TO HAPPEN FOR ME UNTIL NEXT MONTH, BUT I AM STILL GETTING MORE EXCITED. HONESTLY, NOTHING CAN BE WORSE THAN MY FEBRUARY. IT WAS THE WORST MONTH I'VE HAD IN A LONNNNG TIME. BUT I AM HAPPY IT'S OVER AND I LEARNED A LOT. I FEEL STRONGER AND MORE AMAZING ALREADY. GET READY! NEW FAVORITE COLOR HAS CHANGED TO YELLOW. LOVE Y;ALL Feb 19 : Eating a cherry blow pop----wow so good!!! In exactly 23 days I will feel AMAZING! Who will join me and celebrate? This Week I Love: Inspirational Quotes Taking an Amazing Healing Shower Taking Space For Myself Being Patient With Myself β•°( ´・ω・)γ€β”€β”€β˜†βœΏβœΏβœΏβœΏβœΏβœΏ
i am feeling pale pink today how are you? please let me know i care email me

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I am a systems administrator living and working in New York City and also I am your enemy. ****tinyblog**** Seven entries at a time. Full diary w/ past entries at https://git.anime.horse/tinyblog/tree/diary.txt 03/25/20 - Wow it's been a while. Obviously a lot has changed in the past two weeks. I've been working from home and my life basically revolves around being in front of a screen all the time, anyway, so nothing has really skipped a beat. I'm incredibly lucky to have this ridiculous chest freezer in my stupidly small apartment though. What a heaping pile of providence. Wow. Chatting with some new people in the online dating sphere, but I'm deathly afraid of going outside so it's video dating for the foreseeable future. What's wild is that I may prefer it to the real thing. Adding tons of new content to the Plex and sharing access with my fellow quarantin(o|a|x)s. Hope everyone (anyone...) who is reading this is hanging in there and getting through this. Drop me a line on Freenode if you need someone to talk to. Contact details below. 03/11/20 - Went on a small binge (not booze) this weekend and came out the other side with a clear goal of eating less and drinking almost nothing. My pants already fit better. Have a date with someone on Friday, and I'm getting way more matches on Tinder than I thought I would be. I suppose honesty really is the best policy. Started going to therapy on Monday (I made an appointment mid-binge, which turned out to be an exceptional move on my part). I like this therapist. Very old school psychoanalysis/psychodynamics. Again, honesty turns out to be the best policy. Going up to the Bronx tonight to speak with a tax consultant about getting my finances in order since I haven't filed for six (6!!!) years. I've never had side gigs, I have almost zero investments, and I've always been an hourly/salaried worker since I started trading my labor for rent money, so I think I might get something back. I feel like the IRS would've started pestering me long ago if I had owed anything. Started reading 'The Power Broker'. Still chipping away at Tyson's autobiography, which is longer than I anticipated. Reading 'Akira' for the first time as well. Overall, things are looking up. 03/06/20 - Once again phonebanked for Sanders last night. Made almost 100 calls this time. Warren voters were pretty raw since she dropped out yesterday morning, but I think I helped persuade a few to unite under the progressive tent. So many wasted ballots because of a lack of ranked voting. An acquaintance tried to set me up with one of their friends the other day. Texted with them for a bit, but when they asked what I do and I said I'm a Unix administrator, I got ghosted. No big deal, and I mean, I get it. Sysadmins are generally the ponytailed, libertarian know-it-alls of the world, unfortunately. Got my stupid little merit increase and yearly review at work, so that'll help keep up with inflation, I guess. Really enjoying Mike Tyson's autobiography, and I've been happy to get a lot more mileage out of my Kindle Paperwhite after setting up calibre-web on my big, remote media server. Trying to keep my spirits up, but overall not much to report. 03/02/20 - I think breaking up was the correct move. I've been sleeping better. Haven't been drinking. Feeling much calmer. Still need to get a Tails distro and start getting my preferred compound online. Other than that, excited for Super Tuesday tomorrow. Reading a ton. Watching a ton. Listening to a ton. Getting my life back together after three years of desultory alcoholism. My friend is premiering his first short film tomorrow at a film festival, so I'm going to that. I'll try to not to obsessively check my phone as the polls close across the country. Discovered the work of collagist Anita Siegel this morning through Twitter. Made one of her works my phone's lock screen background. Here's a link: https://anime.horse/anita-siegel-2.jpg 02/27/20 - Phonebanked for Sanders again tonight. Had a couple beers. Walked home. Ate a bunch of lunch meat. About to go to bed. Feeling pretty good, oddly enough. Finally admitted to myself that I hate cooking, that I don't want to cook, and that cooking brings me no joy at all and loaded up on frozen TV dinners and dumplings. Feeling a little self-conscious about how slowly I read, but from a Google search, it seems like everyone thinks they read slowly. 02/26/20 - Broke up with C. Got drunk at a couple bars and watched the debates. Don't remember the walk home, but apparently went to bed very early because I woke up around 4:30AM feeling pretty refreshed (albeit still a little drunk). It's 6:30AM now and I'm about to have some iced coffee then hop in the shower. Al-Jazeera live news stream playing on the TV. Something about Malaysian politics "in turmoil". I like their global coverage, but obviously you can't trust anything they say about Yemen. 02/25/20 - Kept meaning to jot down another entry here, but kept getting side-tracked. I need to break up with my girlfriend. I don't even want to see other people, I just want to be left alone. Tried walking around the city on Sunday to get some sun and fresh air and and being around people on the street and in bars and stores and all that makes my skin feel tight and my stomach starts doing flips. Even thinking about it now makes me feel stressed out. Had a beer and a burger to calm my nerves, but high-tailed it back to my apartment after that to cloister myself away from everyone. I really do want the best for everyone, and I wouldn't call myself a misanthrope, but people freak me out and I think I'm better off interacting online.
tender of shrubs
working around the yard digging potholes a few rocks but i'm sure as shit not gonna trace em!
/pebble heart rising/ Hello, I love to print and copy things. What I currently like : rainy clouds, drops of water, ceramic flowers in cemeteries, html flowers, flowers, purple food. My favorite color is GhostWhite. write@zeste.page 🌧
7/29/2020 Mood: 75%
i like the internet.
HEEeeeey don't leave me on the speaker! My Simondon notes --------------------------------- Being before all individuation, a reality of atomism and hylomorphism. distinguish it as such before being as an individual We must approach being and it’s result β€œthe individual” through individuation. β€œThe genesis of individuals within the operation of individuation as it is unfolding.” "The story behind a drawing I gave to LPW" --------------------------------- Though a hermaphrodite, this elf in their village was the immutable favorite and that’s why they were able to continue to rear the young. The role of they-who-rear-the-young determines one young as an elf - the posterior one as born an elf - but at the time it gains its one-ness at the time of being not-one. The elders in the village have made slovenly comparisons to the philosophies of Chinese who believe a baby’s existence has been solidified by a year in the womb. It’s birth is the logical continuation of an existence that remits itself beyond pure being and in such a continuation there is immense movement, into multiplicity. This elf had a cloudy birth process. Their mommy and papa had yet to assign it a role amongst the others in the then-colony which now made up the village. It was an elf, yes but one without a being. When they were of age, they referred to themselves as Bhavana. _ Untitled_________________________________ Tonight we were talking about playing with Yu-Gi-Oh cards when we were ten and eleven. I always feel funny talking about this particular game, because I was a rather secretive player at the time. In the fourth grade, at the height of the cardgame’s popularity, most of my male peers felt they had matured past this type of play and its associations with the anime craze, with Pokemon and Digimon, two ubiquitous trends from the early years of elementary school. The theme of strong human animal relationships in these games may have seemed slightly childish, or just inapplicable to the lives of the boys, who in the following year, would be playing on school sports teams, and a year after that, going to dances.

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hi me its
Finding good wind chimes
It's almost cold out this morning.
the green onions on the kitchen sill are growing splendidly but have become thick. sweet potato plants flourishing and will need a bigger pot soon. cactus fine. aloe still dying or dead. remaining plants recovering. when will the swimming pools reopen? 1,2,4,9

zoe

Things that don't matter, but not in a bad way Zoe (name) - Greek - Indo-European languages - language family - languages - grammar - linguistics - scientific - knowledge - fact - reality - imaginary - object of the mind - object (philosophy) - philosophy
heir to nothing
a tiny mushroom on a tiny pad of moss \@ here is a sorting bookmarklet for quite literally #everyone ``` javascript:(()=>{peeps=document.querySelector("#everyone");[...peeps.children].sort((a,b)=>a.innerText>b.innerText?1:-1).map(n=>peeps.appendChild(n))})(); ```
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i love computing!
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I'm channeling Primordial Energy.
my current theme is realising how cringe i am and that there's nothing i can do about it. it's bittersweet.
2020-06-06 Were am I? Why should I go? I want to stay home.
new day :] i'm a bit scattered. hope i remember to visit this place. here's to executive function in 2020 πŸ₯‚ send me strange websites!
fun :) https://animal-world.com/encyclo/marine/wrasses/wrasses.php
O body swayed to music, O brightening glance, How can we know the dancer from the dance?
If you hold the joint you become the joint. If you're behind the door you become the door.
@ me if you like birds!
The David Lee Roth of Poetry In Memory of Michael Ryan He's kinda grumpy. His poetry doesn't rhyme. He doesn't talk fast. His hair has grayed. Spalding Grayed. He's married with a kid. Again. At gatherings, the MFA students talk about him. *Have you seen the old photos? I'd hit it. Definitely.* I suspect some do. Everybody wants some. I want some too. Everybody needs some. How 'bout you?
Always be love
There is a disturbing amount of blatant nepotism within the naruto universe that almost all the hokages are proof of
what is a fish about!
www.r-i-t-u.com always daydreaming
designer in boston she/her part of arte et labore (http://www.artelabore.online/)
Designer in disguise, musician and programmer. I speak Spanish and English. Lifeof pachi
https://jinwoochoi.com https://pascalcobaltphone.com
Dear diary... πŸ“–βœπŸ»πŸ’– ___________________________________________________________ 17.05.2020... πŸ˜‡All good 🐚 28.04.2020... 🀐 Quiet mind mode activated πŸƒ 18.04.2020... 😎 Dancing πŸ€ΈπŸ»β€β™‚οΈ 14.04.2020... 😴 Forgot to leave the house today πŸ—Ώ 12.04.2020 ... πŸ˜‹ Everything outside is special now 🌷 ____________________________________________________________
hello friends, this looks like a cool place to spend time in (*・_・)γƒŽβŒ’* (*・_・)βŠƒβ•β•βœ«βŒ’*ο½₯゚✲
I can draw trees. They usually look good, but very rarely like the tree I'm trying to draw.