muein ~ special fish

2/16/21 - desiring time for reflection and feeling anxious online
2/4/21 - contemplating virtual forms of intimacy and appreciating limitations
2/2/21 - feeling loved and remembering the value of crying
1/30/21 - illustrating again and listening to bladee
1/13/21 - re-activating touchdesigner and eating too many sweets
1/12/21 - staying up late to study and napping in between meetings
1/11/21 - reading endless recommendations and going to my studio to pack
1/10/21 - having a cute voice call and expanding upon my beliefs <3
1/9/21 - rearranging my room and reflecting on past writing with my mom
1/8/21 - tacking up more brown paper to my walls and writing about extended cognition
1/7/21 - appreciating mathematics of ancient rituals and starting work again
1/6/21 - exploring alien conspiracy theories and watching coup attempt livestreams

1/5/21 - seeing everything as language and reflection into my past
1/4/21 - reopening lightshine chamber and feeling dumb for not knowing biology
1/3/21 - writing a song is like writing a story and drawing a still life in my room
1/1/21 - reading about labyrinths and sudden obsession with graph theory
12/25/20 - dressing up in vintage lace and reading 'alchemy & mysticism'
12/23/20 - cuddling cute bunny plushie and action puzzle game hotpot night
11/17/20 - taking big chances and procedural material editing
11/16/20 - rendering, video games and korean food
11/15/20 - point clouds and 3D scanning with depth camera
11/14/20 - roblox music festival and long naps
11/13/20 - giving up on a romance but maybe not
11/12/20 - dreaming of moss and wanting to travel to europe