cork, underground

take a moment to see my garden. have you figured out what you are here for? //the-floor-is-rising\\ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We are just going to can these emotions for later. I have some more room in the pantry.

General state of being: {7\27}

  • idk man i am nervous
  • but im also horny
  • but then i have cramps
  • and im hungry
  • but i dont feel like eating anything
  • im pretty tired but i did sleep
  • So Sweaty


  • drink some darn water buddy
  • take a step back
  • slow down
  • make the first move
  • brush your teeth

Pain that can be worth it..

  • blisters from tying knots
  • sores from shoes after a good long walk
  • jack burns on the forearm
  • scratches from a cute cat
  • sliced hands from stripping wires
  • seeing someone you have love for that is no longer a part of your life
  • flashbacks to years with my grandma
  • the exhaustion from talking to someone all night


  • What do you want to do first?
  • When do you know?
  • How could I be so lucky?
  • Who else could it be?
  • Why don't ya just take a break buddy?
  • Where do you want this to go from here?
  • Are you sure?


  • people who are nice to me
  • someone who has read the dune series
  • penpal (
  • place to send saucy pix
  • music recommendations
  • recipes for sweets
  • a hand to hold

Books I have read more than 3 times..

  • Give yourself Goosebumps: Escape from the Carnival of Horrors by R. L. Stine
  • Roadside Picnic by Boris and Arkady Strugatsky
  • The Rainbow Fish by Marcus Pfister

Last time I..

  • spent money on bandcamp: may 16
  • posted on craigslist: april 26
  • cried: july 26

I have already forgotten..

  • what day it is
  • the taste of the ocean
  • your name, again
  • what i was doing before i saw you

Places you can find me..

  • above ground

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