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http://instagram.com/phantommaybe, neurons in the brain

skateboarding: i have decided to use this space to document my future skateboarding related activities day 1: I can sort of turn by leaning one way or the other. I can stay on for maybe 20 seconds. I fell one time. I felt timid. day 2: I can do better turns. I can stay on for maybe a minute, and I push off harder. I did not fall. day 3: Drunk guy talked to me and showed me his drunk friend with a cut near his eye. Practiced kick turn. Fell 3x. Getting faster. day 4: Right ankle hurt a little bit, so I took it easy. I am getting better at breaking with my foot. day 5: Security office told me they don't like skateboarding in the area I was sitting in. day 6: rest day 7: rest day 8: Getting better at kick turn to the right. Tiny improvements like tiny houses... day 9: Going faster, scared of going down hills. Better at carving. No improvement at kick turns. Can't break very well. Braking hurts my ankles. day 10: rest day 11: sort of rest. I already went outside to run, so I didn't feel like going out again, as it was a little dreary, so I watched a YouTube video about balancing on a skateboard inside my apartment. I was on the skateboard maybe 5 minutes. i am sad i forgot to document. it is okay. i'll start again! hahahahah. i mean, i won't delete anything. i'll just keep on truckin'. day 12: i fell for the first time in the few times that i have gone skateboarding the past couple of months. i am better at braking, but i am still very bad. i should look up more videos to remember how it's supposed to look like. i felt good carving my turns. bread: day 1 (August 18, 2020): i saw @m4rk3r's bread page today after logging in after not logging in for awhile. i think will finally cave, and i will start mkaing bread. it might take me awhile to get to that point, though. at least i'm thinking about it, right? i am reading about sourdough starters now. i am excited that whenever i say "let's get this bread" that i will one day think about real bread i've made and not some kind of abstract bread-shaped thing in my head.

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  • i am made of many things
  • maybe books and everything i've read are things i'm made of
  • but that includes books i liked, books i didn't like, books i only partially read,
  • books i willingly read, books i was forced to read, books i didn't even read, books i saw on shelves,
  • books i saw in rooms...anyway, i'm just saying
  • i can't answer this question. yeah i know it's not a question
  • i am many things,
  • maybe links and everything i've clicked are things i'm made of
  • but that includes links i liked, links i didn't like, links i couldn't even access,
  • links i willingly clicked, links i felt forced to click, links i ignored, links all around me,
  • links i saw around...anyway, i'm just saying
  • i can't answer this question. yeah i know it's not a question
  • i am made of many things
  • maybe movies and everything i've seen are things i'm made of
  • but that includes movies i liked, movies i didn't like, movies i only partially watched,
  • movies i willingly watched, movies i was forced to watch, movies i didn't even watch, movies playing in the background,
  • movies i saw around...anyway, i'm just saying
  • i can't answer this question. yeah i know it's not a question

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  • imagine what my keyboard sounds like when i go like this:
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  • can you hear the rhythm