snail

http://aditi.today/, in a plunge pool

✽ i love! bedroom zoom room gigs. im so happy . it's 4.36 am ✽ the air around my body feels cold ✽ i finally have a ~word~ for what i might want to Be /Professionally/ (computational social scientist) (!?!??!!?!!!!!!!) ✽ ich bin coronamüde ✽ actually mornings are for light https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g6-Wf79K_zE ✽ nights are for exploration & creation, mornings for shame and tired eyes ✽ life is friendship and i am not a great friend so i will keep trying ✽ consistently afraid of making ✽ feeling incomprehensible therefore dissatisfied ✽ second wave always bigger ✽ vulnerability is freeing the pandemic is not ✽ should i make an astra king fansite y/n ✽ hadn't watched a movie in nearly a month so ofc i've seen 7/8 in the last four days ... ✽ a chip chop for when we have to make decisions re ordering takeout ✽ hiding out in my room again ✽ i understand days best. weeks and years not so much. months somewhat, and minutes ✽ inside my heart you might find some fruit and a few big friendships ✽ my big pink blanket, usually a source of comfort, now feels like a manifestation of my loneliness ✽ my body carries a lot more shame than it has the capacity for ✽ must write everything down

where in the world

  • a room in my parents' house
  • +91 ***** *****
  • in voice notes