✽ party planning is my # passion ✽ there is love and so much of it ✽ it breaks my heart to see ads on tumblr ✽ i miss playing on the internet ✽ take a lot of care, ✽ nice to be back ! my eyes hurt. bye then <3 ✽ i love! bedroom zoom room gigs. im so happy . it's 4.36 am ✽ the air around my body feels cold ✽ i finally have a ~word~ for what i might want to Be /Professionally/ (computational social scientist) (!?!??!!?!!!!!!!) ✽ ich bin coronamüde ✽ actually mornings are for light ✽ nights are for exploration & creation, mornings for shame and tired eyes ✽ life is friendship and i am not a great friend so i will keep trying ✽ consistently afraid of making ✽ feeling incomprehensible therefore dissatisfied ✽ second wave always bigger ✽ vulnerability is freeing the pandemic is not ✽ should i make an astra king fansite y/n ✽ hadn't watched a movie in nearly a month so ofc i've seen 7/8 in the last four days ... ✽ a chip chop for when we have to make decisions re ordering takeout ✽ hiding out in my room again ✽ i understand days best. weeks and years not so much. months somewhat, and minutes ✽ inside my heart you might find some fruit and a few big friendships ✽ my big pink blanket, usually a source of comfort, now feels like a manifestation of my loneliness ✽ my body carries a lot more shame than it has the capacity for ✽ must write everything down