romantic and cinematic
dreamy in 1981 1977 1993
japanese glamour, helter skelter
taipei nightclub cameras in my face
curious fluttering wonndering bout u
bushwick flip phone boy feels like 2003
live in 2001 brooklyn noise scene
live in holland again .ketamine love sex dreams
liquid sky + a week in denver w my angel
ill find perfection in abrasion
harsh noise in surrender
tender and scared ,wandering nowhere
safe in the rough cuts the strobe lights
chaos xgirl in the fog
hurt me harder so ill want it deeper
ill hurt u harder so youll love me sweeter
separate and coexist and come together and fall apart
run awayto your hollow dream and false beliefs
i love it all i want it all
channel brokenpoetic and pretty feeling like my heroines
idk if ill ever not laugh at the fact that my ex was so concerned that i'd look for his replacement when i communicated my interest in not being monogamous ... and then when i broke up with him he found an asian girlfriend to replace me within what, days? weeks? lmaooooo
sleep deprived but happy, somewhat cute+centered and healthy mental state == me at my most extroverted
seeking people and experiences and growth
and pasta and cereal and tofu
and plants to make dye from
my crush has become a lover a friend a fan and a collaborator
so fun :)
thinkin bout self-censorship and how people censor themselves even before they've said or written or made anything...
and that's what a creative block is
becoming more cute and centered now :)
after writing it last week and then rejecting it and then setting things in motion and embracing it again
my aura is good my aura is strong my aura is radiant
my energies.: im happy im the best
humble thoughtful: yall just dont know it yet bc i have so much to realize and figure how to show
tomboy mode: im powerful gna stomp on u bitchzz sk8 hard rave hard ill crush it all just watch
my crush just messaged me :)
so. proof that my aura is good and strong and
i think my profs are on this website LOL
school makes me so happy , the way it's going it's so perfect for who i am and where we are right now
everything in my life is so perfect and i'm not lying
somehow i convinced myself my life sucked... why we do that to ourselves so much??
im sober 2 days and i'm happy ,perfect, wonderful
ill see u in a week maybe 2 :)
and ill be everything i wanna be
the people whose love feels false, like a performance, a pastiche of what they think love is.
a fantasy, an embodied fiction, a dream that won't wake up for reality.
disinterest in expansion of truth
interest in preservation of the narrative
kiss my super bowl ring
act out all my desires
people come and then they go
better if they never know
kiss me cuz its just a feeling
i dont even like hearing the next song come on
on such a loop
looping w my self
everything is romance everything is about love
better to find it in myself first.. always....
im always disappointed
people dont know how broken they are
they couldnt tell you
saw on his page
"Sometimes i thinkin that i love youu but i know its only luuust"
Yes in the reply box
idk why its so cute to me
act out all my desires
my crush is coming over
act out all my desires or else i suffer...
find a reason to love what you need
or find a love to replace reason and need
what do i saying
find a love to give you a reason
is what i meant to say.
ai yi yi my brain post hanging out w c on a lot of weed being loopy together and not giving a fuck.
if you can't find happiness in the studio you wont find happiness in the exhibition. happiness comes from drugs not galleries.
what a fun day yday
instagram and new york and well just everything reminds me that
why even post on instagram?
reminds me that people are multidimensional and profiles are 2d 3d maaaybe 4d.
. what are you saying/meaning/needing/wanting
all comes down to intention.
honesty - criticality - truth seeking - self knowledge
and how you show it.
presentation, curation, performance, mystery and intrigue