28-03-2025 ========== NOW... LISTENING TO: RIHANNA - DISTURBIA (and breakcore) DRINKING: formerly warm drinks first week of college is over. my legs are tired. really tired. i am kind of tired. i can still kinda do a resume of what happened through the week though so here it comes: - mon 24th: first introductory class to ee. met the rest of my major properly - mostly guys, but there are two other girls. that intro class lasted 2 hours and was the only class so not much to say about this. - tue 25th: first calculus class and first programming class. i had a panic attack during calc 1 so i left the classroom for a bit and read johnny the homicidal maniac instead. it might sound weird to you readers but it unironically helped me. programming was also theory, in the exact same room as calculus before it but it was much calmer thankfully. - wed 26th: 4 HOURS OF LECTURES. FOUR. HOURS. thankfully i kept contact with a girl i met in an entrance ceremony event, and she gave me a seat next to her with phone charger access which helped a bit since my phone was starting to run low in battery and there was ANOTHER programming class in the afternoon, this time a lab class. programming labs are easy and while most of the ee class is absolute beginners and thus goes for the teacher's preferred ide of pycharm i just use my configuration of neovim like a madlad. - thur 27th: the most painful day probably. we first had some "interdisciplinary projects" course, i made a team with the other girls in my ee class and a guy ended up joining in since we needed at least 4 members. that was ok i guess but also the big proyect kinda stresses me out. after that, calculus - where i kind of fucked up by focusing more on taking notes of the theory over listening. parappanon be a good listener challenge (difficulty: good luck concentrating). also, did i tell you that i slept at 9:30pm on tuesday but couldnt even get home until 10:SOMETHING PM on wednesday? - fri 28th: and now we are here. programming 1 i mogged, speedran python stuff and managed to get a 2nd place in kahoot by literally just making all the mathematical operation "questions" print statements, running the .py script every time a new one propped up and answering with whatever my laptop gave me. only failed once (and that number was seven point sixty something, which I rounded as 7.5 instead of the supposed 8, lol). then a humanities class and i got told that the hw i did for it was supposedly for wednesday, which made me go like "ok"... then the teacher got all of us students to introduce ourselves to each other. met a couple guys - two or so were cool, one was literally talking too slow and barely looking at me in the face because he was busy with his phone (which is why i put my phone in the bag when the talking started) and the other two i've forgotten. after the class ended i got one of my female classmates to meet my mother, which went pretty great (although i should have stood up instead of just sitting and waiting it out).