3/24: snow in flagstaff, cramps and carly rae jepsen. . . . not by un-doing anything that was done but by allowing all things to be undone and embraced accordingly, not by correcting the mistakes we each made but by acknowledging that they were made together and for a reason maybe, not by reinforcing guilt but by reminding you of our support: no longer compulsory but almost as intoxicating as a shot of everclear. astaghafirullah; (here & now -- left hand held open with my heart crawling around it) . . . bitmapping life: no nuance, just lots of little dots that assemble to create an illusion of gray -- an illusion of infinity because the sky’s the limit, right? -- an illusion of depth -- an illusion of an illuminated ditch that’s really only black and white.