3/24: i dreamt of you last night. you were riding a big bicycle, and you had long, wavy, blonde hair that flowed down your back. your hair glistened as it bounced in the sun, like waves in an ocean or mirrors pointed at the sky. i called your name and you turned around and greeted me with a big smile. we talked briefly and then parted ways. i left thinking about how beautiful you were. i still think you’re beautiful, and i hope you do, too. 3/22: dawson's creek is C~R~I~N~G~E and i can't stop watching it. 3/21: i'm having trouble journaling these days. i bought some fragrance samples and might try writing about them since i haven't done that in a while. i tried shopping for a scented lotion in-person but wound up getting something with patchouli base notes which does not work for me at all. it's a chanel lotion that starts citrusy and fresh but turns into something that is absolutely not me. i hope i can return or exchange this thing but if not i'll leave it with my mom and sister. i don't know what it is about patchouli; i can't ever wear it -- makes me feel ill. makes me feel like i am trapped in a room that reeks of patchouli lol. imho patchouli is a fragrance-ruiner. there are so many perfumes and lotions that would instantly be great if they didn't have it. but that's just me. i wanna learn more about fragrance notes. in another life i'll be a nose!