sometimes i think about how big the planet is
jag finns fortfarande och mår inte som jag ska!
✨ resan är åkt klart ✨
var du med på det som hände 2-4/7/22, så prata med mig!
hoppas att ni har det bra :)
hello special.fish! enroute to destination.
bang bang bang boom bang pow. the racket won't stop.
i noticed that the sign up process for special.fish is now a little more involved. maybe that's why there have been fewer new users.
my log is getting longer and longer. tbh it seems like special.fish had a influx of users in may and june and then activity died done quite a lot. it's also not possible to see how many new users there are because the homepage now lists users in random order. i'm in a weird situation right now, because the suspense is killing me, but also most of the time i'm not thinking about it.
it appears that the squares have been replaces with a gradient circle with those you follow. hmmm. i will miss the square. i've got some big things coming up.
EDIT: hmmm it seems like this new profile design is just for special.fish supporters.
the grind is real right now. one hopes it will pay off, but the chance of disappointment looms over one like a dark storm cloud. one can't help but think the decision is already made, and there's nothing that i can do, but with that mindset one will never get there.
minecraft! having real fun for the first time in a while.
thinking about adding a bloom-filter based search to my website like this here: https://www.stavros.io/posts/bloom-filter-search-engine/. it would probably involve me rewriting a bloom filter in typescript though, soo...... we'll see. things are going pretty well right now, and i'm getting a break for the first time in a while.
hey y'all. i just updated my website with a new design and new tech. eli.nz
things are slowly getting better. who thought normal could be good?
i don't have much to say today. just involved doing my own things.
What the *fuck* do they think their doing. ヽ(ಠ_ಠ)ノ Am I not good enough? Because how do you expect me to get better? 🤬
i'm not gonna die 🙏
the days just seem to drag on. things should be going back to normal now, but who am i kidding? we're not getting what we had back.
some people just seems to think that 2020 should be a write-off, ignored. but what is that to say? that nothing important or of value will/was supposed to happen this year?
i'm currently trying to ignore twitter, it's just a cesspool of people circlejerking each other's political beliefs, and not a place for discussion or intellect.
What if i just go. I might just go to the dairy, i might just go across the world. what's stopping me?
What a dilemma. What do I? I give up my life, but for what?, I ask you.
I guess that the jaws of time will force my hand eventually.
wanna talk? mention me, and we can sort something out
saker jag är tacksamma för
en rikigt god kanelbulle
när solen skiner starkt på en kall vinterdag
vinden i håret
2020/7/9 - garbage
2020/6/9 - linear
2020/6/8 - booo! - scared you!
2020/6/7 - self
english - my first
swedish - inte mitt modersmål men jag önskar att det var det! jag ligger nånstans i helvetet mellan C1 och C2 tror jag
japanese - jag håller på att tappa bort det :,( väldigt kul språk, men jag är dock inte lika fascinerad av landet